The Affair 4

NYREE was someone who had pursued me since we where about 13, i never liked him because he was always so damn laid back and i always th0ught he was a punk. growing up Nyree was one of the ugly ducklings but when we all became a bit older he started to look damn good, he had a nice car his own spot and even had NO KIDS, the girls flocked to him and called his name wherever he was, all Nyree wanted n his life was a good Job, two kids and a WOMAN, Nyree had plenty females but all he ever talked about was how slutty they where. Nyree was a Scorpio, a water sign, very freaky but loving and romantic. The first time me and Nyree had the pleasure of talking was one night he came over my house looking for my man, My man was no where to be found and i sat alone in our apartment. This time was a bad night for me, this was the first time i had actually heard of my boyfriend cheating, one of my good friends had given me the information and infact the girl had pictures to prove it, i was hurt...this was around the time i had found out i was pregnant, i hadnt told anyone but myself. i thought about haveing the child but I new that MY MAN wasnt the father for my child. I sat in the living room crying and cussing aloud, i had my I-pod touch on my ears and i sang the words of Beyonce's RESENTMENT... i mouthed the words aloud and i cried and cried, the pain hurt me so bad that i began to have trouble breathing, i looked around my apartment at all the loving pictures me and my MAN shared the hugs the kisses all the pictures where a lie...(I Use To Be So Strong, But Now u took My Soul-Im Crying Cant Stop Crying Cant Stop Crying) I sang those words aloud as the pain i was haveing suddenly turned into a HATE and hate so strong that i wanted REVENGE... I cried aloud and sang more and thought of what my life would be like if i decided to tell MY MAn i was pregnant, would he be happy? would he be mad? would he leave me nd the unborn child? i made up my mind that abortion was my only option, jus the thought of killing a child made me cry more... KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK, snapping me out of my thoughts i ran to the door, Who is it asked, Its Nyree he said back to me... i opened the door with Beyonces song still playing on the back ground.. WELL DAMn! nyree said as he lookd at me. My eyes where puffy my hair was matted down on one side and my wife beater was soaked with tears, i didnt have on a bra so i know he was more into my chest then my apperance. SHED DA FUCK NIGGA i said to Nyree and allowed him to come inside, i flopped down on the couch and wanted so badly to continue to cry but my pride had me at ease because Nyree needed to know nothing about my tears... BAby girl are u ok he asked me as i tried to seem calm, NO im far from alright muthafucka and your prolly da reason im cryin nigga, i said in my Southern accent.( I Honestly though Nyree Hoeing ways influenced my man to cheat). Pump ya break Nyree said as he tossed his dreads over his shoulder, Why U crying momma he asked. i told him that i was pregnant and that His best friend was the father, Now instead of Nyree being happy at the idea he came toward me and asked me WHY? i looked at him perplexed like wat u mean why? Why da fuck u have a baby by dis nigga? i was furious at Nyree's lack of loyalty to my man, GET OUT i told Nyree, he got up to leave and when he was at the door i tasked him in tears “Y You Letting Ya Boi cheat on me,? Im A Good Girl Nyree I Yelled as the tears fell) i broke down into tears and Nyree held me, the smell of his cologne made me feel so warm inside, his dreads flung across his shoulder and tickled my forehead as i cried. Nyree listened to me all night held me until i fell asleep, i later asked NYree why he stayed the entire night, but he let me know he knew my man wouldnt be home that night because he was some where with another female..AINT THAT ABOUT A BITCH!..Readers you still think im a bad person? im human like the rest...Pain Is Pleasure!