The Affair 20

Downelink.com!!!!!!! The worlds biggest Urban Gay & Lesbian site. I was addicted, on the site I went by the name “UniqueK” the website had chat rooms, private chats and forums. Forums where what I was addicted to- Forums where something that a member would post a topic and who ever wanted to comment could. I posted several Forums- the forum that mostly got me Friends was the one I posted about my nd Nyree. See in the gay community “DICK DYKEING” was frowned upon. Dick Dykeing usually meant being Bi-Sexual. I mean I wasn’t disgusted by Dick Dykeing because i guess I was a dick Dyke- I loved Nyree but I also liked bitches. My forum topic was “Loving Females But Love Him More’” the forum was up for about 3 hours and I was already hit with 42 comments. The Fems (Lesbians in Female clothes) they saw nothing wrong with bi-sexuality because most of the times fems where bisexual. NOW the STUDS (Girl who dressed like men) where totally against it. Welll some of them where not all. I had been on the site for about 4 days now and I had already accumulated 1000 friends. I was into the site, me and Keyona had become fast friends, she had Downelink so we communicated threw the website more then Texting, me and her had had a little moment in Orlando but we where better off as friends because we clicked. Whenever I posted a Forum she was there to comment and vice versa, we went in the chat rooms together and had a blast- we sent Testimonials like crazy (testimonial is what MySpace calls comments). I had it popping on Downelink, a lot of fems where attracted to me because I wasn’t attracted to studs in any way. Exclusive and her Markee sisters had pages themselves, Exclusive and me where continually arguing about who was writing on my page. Exclusive had promised she would change her attitude in Orlando but she lied. My baby was always jealous and she wasn’t afraid to voice her opinion, she hated that me and Keyona where so cool. She made it clear that she didn’t want us so close she was just jealous me and Keyona gave one another so much attention VIA Downelink. Her temper was cute but I assured her if she swung on someone again id leave her ass alone. FAST FORWARD 2 days I was sitting on my living room couch alone it was a Friday and I decided to get online, I logged on to Downelink and there she was! “Shari”!!! WELL DAMN! Shari added me as a friend and her friend request said (I saw You once in Club Miami With Exclusive I hope we can be friends) Something told me NOT to add her but yet I did. I clicked on Shari’s page and explored, I read her about me section and went threw her pictures she was sexy. She was African American and Thai…BEAUTIFUL! Her bronze skin and long hair where amazing she had Chinese slanted eyes that where light brown and her eyelashes where extremely long. I was too into her appearance she was petite not as thick as Exclusive but in no way Skinny her looks made up for any flaw she had. I saw on a flyer that she had on her page that she would be performing at club Miami on Sunday. Club Miami had lesbian ladies night on Fridays and heterosexual night on Saturdays and Gay Performances on Sundays hosted by V103 Radio personality “Miss Sophia” I had never been there on Sundays but I decided I was going to see her in action this Sunday. I added her as a friend and even thought I was attracted to her I didn’t write her or write her a testimonial thanking hr for the add. Lol I had to let her come to me I don’t chase bitches PERIOD! Call me cocky but girls love when you ignore they ass makes the game more fun. I logged off the computer and prepared to fix me some food. Nyree was out playing ball a center Court with his boys and I was cool with that. I fixed me some Ramen noodles added ham and sat on the couch and watched tv. My mind started to wonder back to Nyree and how he knew the details about me and Exclusive. I brushed it off but it was actually bothering more ten it should have been. Buzz Buzz my phone went off, it was Keyona she texted me and said her and she was coming to Atlanta and she wanted to hook up and go out on Sunday, that was perfect for me I told her about club Miami and that to hit me up when she got in town on Saturday. The rest of my week was WACK so we can just skip that and go to SATURDAY! Hey hey its my blog and I do what I wanna!!!!-lol…Keyona arrived in Atlanta around 6:30 pm Saturday we where like to kids cause even doe we had known one another for a short while we where like ace boon coons. Hey girl I said to Keyona as she got out of her car. Hey chile that drive wasn’t that bad Keyona said hugging me then taking a stretch. We both laughed then walked into my house, Keyona had arrived fast as hell the two hour drive from Macon to Atlanta seemed like a 30 minute trip. Keyona and I went inside my apartment and Nyree was sitting on the couch I introduced him to Keyona I walked Keyona to my bedroom to drop off her bags when she grabbed my arm..GIRLLL he fine as hell she said to me, we both laughed like middle schoolers because Nyree was fine…Nyree called for me to come here and me nd Keyona walked into the living room to see what he wanted. Nyree hugged me and kissed me with his tongue, I got aroused He whispered in my ear to have fun this weekend and No CARPET MUNCHING without him watching. We laughed hard and I hit him in his arm so Stupid I said laughing at Nyree. I kissed him some more and Keyona said ewwww laughing at me and Nyrees affection. He laughed and blamed me. Hell I was horny now I asked Nyree to come to the room real fast and he did. I closed our bedroom door behind him and pushed him up against the wall No No baby your friend out there Nyree said but not stopping me. Fuck her I told him savagely pulling his basketball shorts down I pulled down my jeans and bent over in front of him Nyree went to work on me as usual, I moaned and me and Nyree laughed he told me to shet up and I just laughed. We had a quickie and we both came Nyree went into the bathroom washed up kissed me again and headed out, nice meeting you Nyree told Keyona. Mmhmm u too Keyona said laughing. That was all her Nyree said pointing at me. We all just laughed and Nyree was gone. Me nd Keyona talked and talked she told me about her life in Macon and we just had a blast. I called Monay and asked her was she interested in coming out Sunday with us she declined “These crackes got me working a double this weekend she said” lol is all I did when she complained. Me and Keyona decided to go down town and site see Saturday night we didn’t really want to club so I just took her Down town to the strip and we just chilled. Visited Atlantic Station and that was about it. I liked Chillin with Keyona because she was cool and we got along good. Sunday came and the afternoon went by we went to Justins (a popular restaurant in Atlanta) we ate good I mean we where so full we couldn’t move. We stopped by Lenox mall and picked up some outfits for Friday night I went into Macys got me a sexy Christian Adugier dress because I had to look flyy for Shari. Keyona just picked her up some shoes to match her dress she brought from home. Sunday night came and me and Keyona showered and was getting dressed we both where in my bathroom mirror trying to put our makeup on lol. I had the radio blasting we where in the mirror singing Khias song Look Back At it… we Shook our butts like there was no tomorrow…Look Look at what I can do Keyona said making her butt jump. We just laughed I dropped it to the floor and bounced my ass and we just laughed and laughed she was too cool for school. We headed to the club I had on a Baby Blue C.A dress with Sum Gold Platform heels gold earrings and gold necklace I was fly. Keyona wore a Black Dress with the back out and sum lack heels with silver jewelry..We looked fly. We walked into the club and the first person I saw was Shari standing by the stage, There go old girl Keyona said..I see her I told Keyona..DAMN she bad I said to myself. I walked to the bar and ordered two BlueMotherfuckers for me and Keyona we downed the drinks and hit the dance floor me and Keyona was in our own world I never danced in the club but me and Keyona was wildin. I was dancing when Exclusive grabbed my hand I turned around to see her ass and I was happy she was there I kissed her in her Mouth as usual and Shari was watching. I knew I had to make Shari want what she thought Exclusive had. I hugged Exclusive and grabbed her ass..Baby you didn’t tell me you where coming here tonight Exclusive said. Was I suppose to I asked Exclusive? She looked at my with evil eyes once she realized I was with Keyona. I read her mind and told her we where just friends and she better not start no shit tonight. She laughed and said she wasn’t. I knew Shari was watchn I grabbed Exclusive and kissed her passionately I told her I missed her (Clearly all for show) Exclusive missed me too she was into me hard! I danced with her for a few and then I gave her a 100 dollar bill and told her to buy herself a drink. She did as she was told and brought back my change. The show had started so me Keyona and Exclusive found a seat I sat right where Shari could see me I sat Exclusive on my lap. while Exclusive was drinking her drink I would whisper nasty shit in her ear just so she could giggle. Shari was watching us hard but I was watching her 2- she was looking at me and Exclusive so hard she didn’t notice I was playing her. I stroked Exclusives face and kissed her neck and ear during the show. One of the Markee girls went on stage so Exclusive rushed the stage to tip her sister. The waiter brought me a drink saying some one sent it to me. I knew who it was from and I looked at Shari and smiled she looked away. When Exclusive came back over to me I gave her the drink Shari brought for me. Shari was hot and I knew it she stormed to the back of the club into the dressing room. OOhh U bad Keyona said noticing what I had I just done to Shari. I know man but it isn’t easy if you wont me I told Keyona. Exclusive was all into her drink so she paid us no mind. I told Keyona that when Shari went on stage we where leaving. She asked why and I told her because. Shari walked onstage and Beyonces song speechless played she mouthed the words and when I knew she was staring at me I Yawned. “So Disrespectful” I knew I was making Shari uneasy. Keyona laughed and we got up to leave I told Exclusive bye and made an excuse saying I wasn’t feeling well. I kissed her and like that me and Keyona where gone. Shari watched me exit the club. I knew I could have her and I knew my behavior had gotten to her….. (Might As well Call Me Gucci Man Cause With These Hoes) Imma Dog Imma Dog Imma Dog Imma Dog! lol

The Affair 19

Nyree walked me inside the apartment and slammed the door behind him, Whats Good Ma Nyree said calmly.. What u mean whats good Nyree aint nothing good i said to him mad as fuck. DONT FUCKIN LIE TO ME HE YELLED. i was headed to the door to try to leave when he grabbed me again you aint leavin until we talk he demanded. i swung at Nyree demanding he let me leave, i knew it was wrong but fuck that by this time i was deep into my feelings and scared the punch i threw landed dead in Nyrees face, Nyree grabbed me and picked me up above his head and let me go i hit the floor, i started to cry i was crying because i knew i was wrong not because of Nyree. i got up to my feet and headed out the door. Nyree walked after me nd before i could open the door he apologized for his actions i honestly new this issue was because of me. i turned to him and i told him i was sorry. You dont understand Nyree i yelled, What? What dont i understand he asked me perplexed. Im attracted to a woman hell she woke something up inside me. Nyree just listened i explained everything to him from the way she danced for me at the club-to how she kissed my clit in Orlando to how she over reacted because of a female dancing on me. he asked me what had i done with her and i told him everything i told him how i beat her down with a strap and how she tasted me and i loved it. NOW instead of Nyree being disgusted he was the opposite i noticed that he was asking more and more questions about how we sexed and he wanted to know details such as how it felt how hard did i cum. when i finally realized that Nyree really was interested in my convo i just laughed aloud. Nyree also laughed because he knew damn well he was TURNED on. for some reason all the negative energy was gone. Nyree came close to me and i knew exactly what was about to happen. Niggas never stay mad when pussys involved. Nyree took my by my hand and took me into the bedroom, Nyree laid on the floor nd told me to strip, i wasted no time i go butt ass NAKED Nyree sat me on his face, i was so surprised because Nyree was so good at tasting me but i had never been on his face before he sucked my clit until i was fully aroused i begin to get into the head i was loosing control i grinded my vagina into his mouth i began to shake i took a hand full of his locks and pushed all of my pussy into his mouth. the nut was too big and good! mmmmm although the nut was amazing it did not compare to Exclusives head. damn that girl could do what she did well! i got up from Nyree's face and sat on the bed, he told me to stand my dyke ass up and i did but even though he was talking shit i was turned on by his shit talking. Nyree's dick was at attention he picked me up and slid inside me..OUCH OUCH i yelled this was the first time i had been picked up and it was to deep into my stomach for me to like it. Nyree paid me know mind he just slammed his dick inside me i grabbed his dreads and pulled-damn the pain was becoming PLEASURE Nyree's dick hit spots i didnt know i had he bounced me on his dick like it was nothing. i cried out in pleasure. I see imma have to stop being gentle with u cause u wont act right Nyree said to me.. i just moaned as he pumped and pumped. I bet that bitch dont do you like this he told me quickening his pace, i screamed out in pleasure Ohh Nyree i said between pumps. Yea u right he said fucking me hard and deep.I could feel the nut coming and i just took deep breaths..Damn im cumin Nyree said i made sure came before him. Shit Nyree said as he began to nut “BANG” I hit the floor Nyree ass had dropped me on the MUTHAFUCKN floor lol..We laughed and laughed about the situation. Nyree and i showered and fixed some food we cleared up our differences and we where back normal. Nyree told me he was ok with my female excursions. he said as long as i didnt leave him for a female he was okay with it. i told him ok but there was a catch Nyree said i had to tell him all the details f my escapades. My baby was cool with it. I loved him more because of that but i knew that he wasnt really cool with it so i made sure i just kept certain things from him. me and Nyree climbed in bed and my phone rung i looked at the phone and it said "MONAY" i didnt answer because i knew she was gone curse my ass out from A to Z for standing her up. Exclusive texted me and asked was i cool and i said yea. I didnt mention to Nyree that i kinda had feelings for Exclusive because i felt like if a man didnt care if i was with another female why would he go all the way to Club Onyx to scare Exclusive. We laid in bed and as usual and Nyree fell asleep first like usual If I couldn’t sleep id go into the living room. I remember that sexy chocolate girl from the club and I texted her. Hey Keyona do you know who this is I texted her. (lol hmm well since I don’t know many people with a 404 area code I can only assume its you) she responded. (Right Right I said to her) I thought you’d never text me she said.(Why you think that boo) I said (I don’t know just didn’t she said) (well I did so what you doing) (On Downelink.com chatting she said) (What website is that) I asked her. (hmm you don’t have one she said) (No I dont boo should I I asked) (No not necessarily) she texted back. Well im going to check it out I told her. We texted a bit more and then the convo ended. I was curious so I grabbed my laptop and typed in downelink.com. its was a gay and lesbian site, I browsed the website and I was amazed at the pages I saw. I saw fem on fem relationships, stud on studs. I was immediately pulled into the site. I made a profile but all I could think about was that if I got into this site I was definitely going to be opening up another door to the Lesbian world. “FUCK IT” I made my page and even uploaded pictures. Immediately I jumped into the chat room and just like that I went from NO friends to 100 friends over night. I was addicted to this site. WOW!!!! I didn’t have a MySpace or FaceBook so I didn’t know how addicting the Social Network world was. I had a Downelink and all I wanted to do was to get more friends and chat. DAMN YET AGAIN I WAS Brought Deeper INTO THIS LESBIAN WORLD….

The Affair 18 (Bitches NUTS)

Exclusive hit Keyona in her face like she was a nigga! Bitch how dare u disrespect me Exclusive yelled as she threw 2 more punches to Keyonas head, Bitch! Keyona said as she threw punches back at Exclusive landing a punch in between Exclusives eyes Exclusive lost her balance and Keyona lunged on the Floor at her, 2 of the Markee sisters saw what was happening and rushed to help Exclusive the MArkee girls went to work on Keyona- I stood there watching, i was embarrassed and i felt bad for Keyona security rushed over and grabbed the Markee girls and Keyona, Keyona was tossed out of the club but because Exclusive knew the owner she was aloud to stay in the club i looked at Exclusive mad as hell i swear if i wasnt so patient i probably would have choked the life out of her. Exclusive walked towards me smiling, she wrapped her hands around my waist to hug me and i was amazed at how cool her demeanor had turned i pushed Exclusive away from me nd i headed outside the club to see if Keyona was okay. Keyona was sitting outside trying to put her phone back together because during the fight her phone had hit the ground. Exclusive was standing at the door watching me talk to Keyona but she said nothing she just headed back inside. Hey ma i said to Keyona- she turned in my direction and sucked her teeth, Im sorry about that in there i told her. She ignored me nd i grabbed her phone nd helped her put it back together because she was having a hard time putting her BlackBerry back together. Man i swear dat bitch lucky i couldnt get to my razor in time she said angrily. i hugged her and told her to calm down, i mean i knew she was amped up because of the fight but i usually hugged Monay when she would fight and it calmed her down so I figured it would work with Keyona also, Keyona calmed down and i asked her was she riding with someone and she said yes her friends where in the club. i asked her did she want to go sit in the car and she said yes. I dont know why my friend swung on you i told her as we sat in the car. I do i mean look at you ma u are sexy as hell she said laughing and damn yall just friends? Id hate to see you two in a relationship. They really went to work on me she said looking in the mirror at her face. Yea but u handled your own i told her. We laughed and chatted for a few, where are you from she asked me Clarkston Ga i told her. she laughed and told me she was from Tennessee and said that was odd. i asked her how and she said "because I just moved to Macon Ga” I smiled and said well maybe we need to become friends with a slick smile she agreed, we exchanged numbers and like that I had another chick on my team. The club was letting out and I knew it was best to get away from Keyona because of Exclusives new attitude. I hugged Keyona and made my way to the taxi, I climbed in with the Markee grls and I said nothing they where talking bout there night and all the fun they had and I just stared out the window thinking about Nyree and thinking of how did I get into this Lesbian life? I mean I loved Nyree but I was in to deep I couldn’t stop this now I was having fun. Exclusive was trying to get my attention and I just ignored her, she disgusted me with her behavior, I would have never pegged her as the type to show her ass like that. I guess people will fool u with games and good things before they show their true colors. We arrived at the hotel and I pulled out my phone and called Nyree, you not coming upstairs Exclusive asked me- I ignored her ass she was crazy if she thought I was giving her convo. Fine then be that way she said staggering off drunk. Hey baby Nyree answered with music blaring in the back ground, you having fun at the concert I asked him. Yea its live baby u know that. I smiled at Nyrees voice just the thought of him and his love for me made me at ease. I loved my baby and he loved me. I was doing bad stuff but I did love Nyree, baby we have so much to talk about when I get back tomorrow I told Nyree he laughed and said ok baby im sure we do I mean I know you hanging with them dykes now so what you wanna tell me you curious now, I laughed because he was a smart man. He laughed with me because he knew he had me pegged. Tomorrow we will talk I told him. Ha ha ha okay baby have a safe flight and don’t get turned out he said laughing. I hung up the phone and laughed because little did he know I had been turned ON to the life of homosexuality, I was wayyy past CURIOUS. I walked up stairs and headed to Exclusives room, I walked in and Exclusive lunged at me trying to fight. I was confused as hell why was she trying to fight me? This hoe was NUTS! What you doing girl I screamed as I held her down. She got a hold of her self and started screaming at me like I was her child, I turned to walk out of the room when she started crying. I swear Liquor and Emotions should not MIX! Exclusive was crying and I had a soft spot for her inside me so I grabbed hr and hugged her, she told me how she was usually the strong one in relationships with girls but something about me made her crazy. I told her it was okay to get in your feelings but if she acted out again I was going to have to leave her alone. She said she was sorry and she wouldn’t act up again and at the time I believed her because she was fine. But its Usually them Red Bone Sexy Girls who be NUTTS!!! We rested up and we enjoyed the rest of our weekend it was coo me nd Exclusive had a good time together and it was no more drama. The weekend had come to an end and we where back in Atlanta I went to Exclusives apartment and chilled for a while before I got back to my life. I talked with Exclusive and we laughed and talked about her episode at the club and we parted ways. I arrived home and walked inside to see my King sitting on the couch, his demeanor was cold not happy to see me. I didn’t know what was up but I knew he wasnt happy to see me. I walked past Nyree and headed straight to my room. I was uneasy so I decided to take a shower because I wanted to calm down. I walked to the bathroom and Nyree just sat on the couch. I walked into the bathroom and locked the door I ran the water and climbed in. I finished showering and dried off I walked out of the bathroom and Nyree was gone. I was uneasy but I thought nothing of it. I texted Nyree but no response. I figured something was wrong but I didn’t know what. I laid across the bed and drifted to sleep. Ring Ring Ring my phone sounded waking me out of my sleep. Hello I said with a groggy voice. YO WHAT THE FUCK YOU TELL NYREE ABOUT US EXCLUSIVES VOICE YELLED INTO THE PHONE. Nothing boo he just know we chilling nothing like that why, BECAUSE HE JUST RAN UP IN THE CLUB GRABBED ME AND WENT OFF TELLING ME IF I EVER CAME NEAR YOU AGAIN HE WOULD FUCK ME UP! I started to panic, what the hell he do that for omg I jumped up from the bed thinking maybe that’s why Nyree was mad earlier. Are u okay I asked Exclusive? HELL NO IM NOT OKAY SHE YELLED THAT NIGGA SHOOK ME UP HE GRABBED ME LIKE I WAS A MAN HE WAS SERIOUsLY UPSET AND I WAS WAITING FOR HIM TO PUNCH ME she said. Im so sorry about this baby I don’t know what to say I didn’t think he’d find out about us I mean it just happened I told him we was just friends. AINT NO TIME FOR ALL THAT WHAT IM MORE CONCERENED ABOUT IS YOU Exclusive said. ME! What you mean me? I yelled. I TOLD NYREE HE NEEDED TO GET MAD AT HIS GIRL AND NOT ME AND HE TOLD ME HE WAS GONE DEAL WITH YOU WHEN HE GOT HOME Exclusive told me. I panicked I ran to my front door and put the latch on I dead bolted it hell Nyree had a key so it was no use Dead bolting it but the latch was on the door. Look momma im scared he gone flip on you because he was very upset Exclusive said. I assured her id be fine and hung up, in reality I was scared as hell I had the shits I was so scared. I heard Nyree’s Key turning, I was froze on the couch he tried to open the door but the latch was on. He saw me sitting on the couch and calmly told me BABY OPEN THE DOOR LETS TALK, but the way he said those words made me more scared. He was to calm for someone who just snapped on Exclusive. Lets Talk tomorrow Nyree im not feeling to good I lied. Okay tomorrow is cool Nyree said. He walked away from the door and I was calm I locked the door and sat on the couch. I texted Exclusive and told her me nd Monay where going to meet her at the cub to talk.. I threw on a Juicy Couture’ track suit and headed outside my door to meet up with Monay, I opened my car door to get in when Nyree walked up behind me, where you going he asked me calmly, I was stuttering scared as hell to to to see Monay I lied, u sure you aint going to see your girl friend he asked. Fuck you I AINT GAY I told Nyree offended at his accusation. Lets go in the house he said calmly again, I was past scared his demeanor was scaring me, Naw I gotta meet Monay I told him trying to climb inside the car. He slammed the door BRING YO MUFUCKN ASS IN THE HOUSE NOW he yelled at me, I started to cry I was beyond scared at this point. You Got Me Fucked Up Nyree Yelled as he Dragged me by arm into my apartment… I just cried like a child I was too scared, Bitch shet dat cryin shit up Nyree said coldly u wasn’t crying when u was cheating with that stripper bitch! WTF how did he know that I thought I? (DAMN)

The Affair 17

It had been a month since that night me nd Exclusive had our little episode in Club Miami- me nd Exclusive had gotten close we texted a lot we met up for lunch twice a week i mean i had really grown to like this chick. i told her about Nyree and she was cool with me having a man it seemed like she was perfect, but you know nothings perfect i mean things can be good but not perfect! it was a Monday and i was suppose to meet Exclusive for lunch at a popular Atlanta restaurant by the name of Benihanas. This restaurant was expensive during dinnertime but the price was cheaper during lunch so I was cool with it. I clocked out at work and made my way down to the restaurant, it was 12pm in the afternoon so the traffic down town was hectic I found me a parking spot and climbed out of my car and headed into the restaurant, I knew Exclusive was going to be a little late so I grabbed us a table and sat down I ordered two waters and waited for my lady. Exclusive was walked to our table by a male hostess, she reached the table I was sitting at and sat down, Hey baby she said as I skimmed threw the menu. Uhhh My kiss I said not taking my eyes off the menu-Exclusive giggled and walked to my side of the table she kissed my lips and stroked my hair. You just a baby she told me. Me nd Exclusive ordered some food and talked she told me how things where going at the club and how the females just hate on the pretty bitches I mean strip club USUALS. I laughed and told her about work and Nyree we where cool she was my friend but also something more. Not my girl friend but close to it. I fed Exclusive some of my steak and she took it like a hungry child. Baby I have a show with the Markee’s down in Orlando Florida at the P.H (A popular gay club In Orlando) and I want you to come with me Exclusive said to me. I looked her in her eyes and told her I couldn’t because I had plans this weekend, I thought nothing of it until she got an attitude with me. You got plans with Nyree huh she said with a evil tone. Uhh don’t ask me what kind of plans I have I told her. I was upset at her asking me that because we had vowed that we wouldn’t ask about other people we dealt with and she was over stepping her boundaries speaking about Nyree. Well I want you in Orlando and u not coming she said. I looked at her and said I was sorry but she looked so damn good that I couldn’t deny her. How about I just come to Orlando with you and I reschedule my plans I told her, I didn’t want to see her frown she was my boo. Aww for me baby Exclusive smiled with a mouth full of food. I laughed at her and told her for real…Exclusive was beautiful yall I Mean Miss Keri Baby type shit lol…We finished our food and left the restaurant I kissed my Exclusive on the lips and told her id see her later. I climbed in my car and called Nyree, Babyyyyyy I said into the phone he laughed and said bae I was just about to call you. Awwww I said to him acting like a kid, I still loved me sum Nyree and he came before n.e and everybody no matter what. Baby I wanna go to Memphis this weekend and I know we have plans but can we please AND before he could finish I told him to go baby have fun you deserve it. Bae I love yo ass str8 up cause you allow me to have fun he said with all sincerity. Little did his ass know that I wanted to go to Orlando with Exclusive so he could go right along and carry his ass o Memphis lol. We talked a little more and he said he was working late so he could have extra money for his weekend. We ended our conversation and I headed home. My baby worked so hard and I knew he wanted to go to the Yo Gotti concert in Memphis so it was cool. FAST FORWARD, It was Thursday and I had driven my car to Exclusives apartment and prepared to join her on her trip to Orlando, Exclusive had a nice 2 bedroom apartment in River Dale Ga I walked in and greeted her Markee family they all looked nice, we took cabs to the airport and hopped on our plane to ORLANDO Florida!!!! (Florida Stand Up) the plane ride was very short like 1hr flight, we arrived in Orlando and it was nice we got our luggage and checked in to our hotel me nd Exclusive shared a room and the rest of the Markee girls had there own rooms also. The trip in Orlando was suppose to be a Thursday- Sunday trip and I was ready, the girls wanted to go to the pool so the plan was to change into our swim suits and meet at the pool- but once Exclusive had gotten undressed I watched her every move, hell I was turned on by those bare nipples and although she had on Grandma Panties she still was fine as hell. I sat on the bed watching her sexy frame going threw her luggage to find her swim suit, come here I told Excusive she laughed Why she asked giggling, Just come here baby I told her she walked to me like a little kid I laid back on the bed nd she climbed on top of me, she kissed my lips and her hair tickled my face. We kissed and she did her thing, she kissed my neck and chest and nibbled my nipples I hadn’t felt her yet so I was ready, Exclusive kissed my stomach trailing her tongue down to my navel- Exclusive slid off my shorts and thong and spread my legs, she teased me by kissing my inner thigh and outer vagina walls a moan escaped my lips and she kissed my clit just like my fantasy I grabbed her hair and pushed her face deep into my vagina EAT I demanded she ate me until I bust all over her face, my baby had done me right and now it was my turn to do her, Exclusive wanted me to fuck her but not with my body parts with a strap! She wanted me to put on a fake penis and fuck her, My inner nigga took over me and I did as I was told, I put the Strap on on and buckled it up I laid Exclusive on her stomach and I entered her from behind she moaned loud and when she did that I lost It I pushed the strap inside her as deep as I could with each stroke she screamed in pleasure- I was out of control I fucked her and grabbed a hand full of her hair she screamed that she was mine and I believed her because I was DIGGN IN HER! I brought her up to her knees and she bounced her ass on the strap I gripped her hips and pounded away at her vagina she began to shake and yelled she was cuming and slid my finger inside her ass OH MY GOD she yelled as her vagina tightened up and she released a creamy substance all on me and the strap on! Exclusive was the teacher and I was beginning to become a honor student!!! Me and Exclusive skipped the Pool and showered we laid in bed and ordered room service, we had to be ready for the club at 11pm so we decided to nap until 10pm- I woke up around 9pm and I left Exclusive sleeping. I called Nyree and talked to him for awhile- you see Nyree knew I was vibeing with Exclusive but he didn’t know I WAS fucking her. I told him I was going to the club we chatted a bit and I went back into the room. I woke up Exclusive and we got dressed it was about 10.40pm it was time to go, the Markee girls where all dressed in Black TuTu’s and Black sexy tops that said “Markee Power”. I must admit they where sexy. We arrived at the club and it was packed I mean the girls where all mixed mainly because we where in Florida. We walked into the club and immediately the Markee girls started dancing buying drinks and being them, after a few drinks the Makree girls where loose including Exclusive, I didn’t mind it was there trip. I stood on the wall and watched because it was there time to shine I was just ther. Exclusive was on the dance floor dancing with her sisters having a blast, I was happy she was happy. Excuse me can I dance with u the a sexy voice asked me. I didn’t even want to dance so I was about to brush her off until I turned around and seen how BAD she was! She was 5ft8 135 short hair like Keri Hilson cute full lips with a piercing on right side of her top lip she light brown eyes her chest was small but her ass made up for that. I said yes u may as she walked in front of me. Lets slow it down for the ladies the DJ said aloud He played Neyo’s Song “Say It” Wats your name I whispered into the chocolate girls ear.. Keyona She told me as she rocked her hips to the beat, I mean I knew I shouldn’t have been dancing with her but SHE WAS BAD Fuck it. I grabbed Keyona’s waist and danced with her she rocked her hips and asked was I single I told her No I wasn’t and she said GOOD! I asked her what she meant by good and she said NEITHER was she. I laughed and so did she. She turned to face me and she sang Neyo’s chorus in my ear WHY DON’T YOU TELLME WHAT YOU WANT ME To DO TO YOU SAY I SAYYYY IT she sang as she placed her head on my shoulder, my hands had there own mind I had to grip her ass, I felt her ass and it was so soft- I was so caught up in dancing with Keyona dat I didn’t notice Exclusive staring at me the whole time, she was heated and I didn’t even give ah fuck. The song was ending and Keyona was grinding away she looked me in my eyes and smiled- I want you she told me, females where so damn aggressive but I wasn’t caring I lied and told her she could have me, hanging with Exclusive had gotten my Female game on point. The song was over and I told her to save me another dance she promised she would and I Kissed her cheek and whipped away my lip-gloss she smiled and was about to walk off. I was so caught up in my dance and my player skills that I didn’t even notice an ENRAGED Exclusive damn near sprinting inthe direction of Keyona. LIQUOR ND EMOTIONS SHOULD NOT MIX Exclusive didn’t have her calm demeanor n.e more she was someone possessed. Once I turned to notice she was coming in me and Keyona’s direction it was to late she had already threw her first punch hitting Keyona Clean cross her jaw SIDE SWIPE!

The Affair 16 (Curiousity)

It Had Been 3 days and i hadn’t spoken to Exclusive at all, instead i focused more on my job and Nyree we where happy again but i wanted to feed this Curiosity. i needed so badly to feel Exclusive but i knew that i couldnt because i wasnt gay.. i played back in my mind what she said about us not being gay but at the same time i knew once i experienced a woman i was more den likely a bi-sexual or bi-curious. i couldnt fight the urge anymore so i texted Exclusive...(Good afternoon hun) i texted.... she immediately responded (Hi beautiful stranger).. i was happy she texted back. i didnt respond to her and she texted me back (what are u getting into tonight) i responded (nothing just chilling with Monay) (You should come to Club Miami Tonight)...She Said.(Wheres that at) i asked.. (Its on Buford Highway 285 North) she told me...(Its a girl on girl club huh)....She Responded (lol Yes Mam but its classy come threw tonight around 12am ill get you in free)....(Okay then ms pretty ill see if Monay wants to roll) I said.(Ok baby see you tonight and wear a something sexi for me) she said in her usual aggressive way. When me nd Exclusives convo was over i called Nyree and told him i was going out with Monay that night because I knew before i asked Monay her ass was going to be down, she was in Know way attracted to females but i knew her ass was ready to wild out Monay Had a LETS GET IT Mentality. Nyree told me ok and that he was going to stay at his place that night because he was going to go to a bar with his boys and that was cool... we told one another the usual I love You nd hung up. I was getting off from work i got into my car and called Monay.... WAT IT DO HOE Monay said, Look we going to club Miami tonight nd yes you coming with me i told my Best friend.. UHHH MIAMI U TALKN BOUT OVER DERE ON BUFORD HIGHWAY she asked me, Yea Thats it i told her.. She bust out laughing SOOOOO we Partyin with them Girls who like them girls huh she asked laughing.. Shed up i said Exclusive invited me so we in there.. BITCH who is we, she invited you but you kno im all in there cause dem dyke bitches love MONAY i need to get me one of dem stripers hell my car note due...We laughed hard as hell at her comment, i told her to be at my house around 12:30 and we'd make that drive to the club. i hopped on the highway and was headed home i wanted to get me sum Food from Checkers because i knew as soon as i hopped on 285 to go home id be n TRAFFIC for a cool little minute, i went to Checkers and got a meal i couldnt wait to taste those Fries...i got my food and headed home i arrived home about a HR later and wasted no time getting into the shower, i washed up pulled my hair back into a pony put on my BIG GIRL Drawers and a wife beater and sat on the couch, i turned on my TV and clicked on my lifetime favorite 'Reba" i watched the show and laughed at Barbra Jean, My Favorite character. i laid on the couch and drifted to sleep Exclusive was in my dream-we where dancing naked together. i was in deep sleep when my phone buzzed-(I hope to see you tonight Exclusive texted me) i smiled but then i realized i had been sleeping to long its was 10:37pm.. i was tripping.. i called Monay and told her i was getting ready- i asked her what she was wearing and we decided together we where going to wear jeans. I got dressed nd applied my makeup i wore a Christian Adugier outfit that Nyree purchased for me, the jeans fit me perfectly and the shirt was a low v-neck that showed my cleavage.. i spiral curled my Remy (Hair Weave) and by this time it was 11:50pm Monay arrived at my house about 12.:20 looking nice she had on her Ed hardy fit with some simple but elegant heels and some matching Jewlery. We climbed into my car and headed to the club ,I Lived on Moreland Ave so Buford highway was at least a 35 min drive w.o traffic, we arrived at the club and i texted Exclusive and she came outside. Club Miami was a nice club it had so many Attractive females in line waiting to get in- i guess i was sheltered because i didnt realize that many dykes lived in this area. Exclusive ran outside looking wonderful, She had on sum black tights with a black low cut shirt that showed off her big full breasts her frame looked so good. Exclusive had her hair flat ironed and it hung down past her shoulders her heels where Steve Madden and her manicured toes looked so good... Hey beautiful she said as she hugged me nd kissed my cheek, OMG she smelled too good...i was trippin her smell trapped me and i hugged her nd ran my hands down her back onto the top of her ass.. SHIT i caught myself nd pulled my hands back. Uhh You dnt see me Monay said to Exclusive. yea i see yo ass girl HEY! she said with an attitude, Monay & Exclusive always talked shit but they got along well. ME nd Monay followed Exclusive into the club by passing the entire line.. We walked in and it was live, packed with alot of females Studs (Females Who Dressed like me) nd Fems (females who dressed like a woman... Obviously people could tell me nd Monay were not from around there because peopled stared at us, Monay grabbed my hand- BITCH im With you she said as we laughed feeling violated by peoples eyes...we sat at the table Exclusive had in VIP, she introduced us to her family...Exclusive was a “Markee” you see The gay community sometimes formed family’s and usually had a mother nd father who usually where the people who started the family and then the rest of the family was sisters nd brothers Studs where the Brothers nd Fathers nd Fems Where the Sisters nd Mothers. Exclusive was a Markee- A Family full of only Fems Which was unusual because they all only dated Fems so basically fems on fems No studs or Men where involved in there family PERIOD. me nd Monay sat there getting to know Exclusives family. Exclusive walked over to me with a drink in hand and sat in my lap, she whispered in my ear and said if i was uncomfortable that she would get up. but i actually wasnt i was cool with her behavior. Monay talked to a few gurls and they convinced her to go to the bar, they came back with Drinks and once Monay had that goose in her system i new she would be on the dance floor. Me nd Exclusive sat there talking when The Dj said "This Song Is For Them bad Ass Markee Girls" The Girls in the Markee family Got Crunk There theme song was Lil Ru's Nasty Song! Exclusive jumped up and started dancing.. This HERE ANOTHER NASTY SONG Exclusive sang loud with the music i watched her every move, she danced and danced for me i watched and i was getting arouse.. MY INNER NIGGA was creeping up on me... Do That on me i told Exclusive... she straddled me and kept dancing.. she put her mouth by my ear "This Hear ANOTHER NASTY SONG I LOVE THE WAY SHE FREAK WIT NO PANTIES ON!!! she sang these words to me and i placed my hands on her ass.. Exclusive kissed me on the lips and i gripped her ass tighter... i kissed her for a while and at the point i was hooked. THE environment was right she was right and i wanted her to be mine. I kissed her neck and she moaned in my ear...YALL WE WAS GETTIN LOOSE IN THE CLUB...Exclusive was feeling me i cuffed her right breast in my hand and i popped out a tit and began to suck... Nobody watched us because in Club MIAMI Getting Loose as a Goose was normal behavior for the women...i slid my right hand inside Exclusives tights i played with her clit and she moaned i slid 2 fingers inside her OCEAN...Exclusive looked me in my eyes and road my fingers she moaned and i told her she was bad.. i wasnt a female anymore i turned into a nigga!!! i grabbed a hand full of Exclusives hair and pulled. She road and road until she SPLASHED IN MY HAND!!!!! Exclusive had turned something on inside me that i could not control...She grabbed my hand nd seductively sucked her cream off my finger....DAMN THIS BITCH HERE HAD ME HOOKED....Exclusive climbed off me nd went to the restroom to clean herself up.. we danced a little and around 4am i decided it was time to leave, i grabbed Monays drunk ass nd Exclusive helped me carry her to the car... BITCH WE COMIN HERE ERDAMN FRIDAY DESE HOES PARTY HARDY Monay said laughing as she climbed into the car I Don’t Where Tight Jeans Like The White Boys BUT I DO GET FUCKED UP LIKE THEM CRACKERS Monay yelled making up her own words to Plies nd Gucci Manes hit song Waisted..I Laughed hard and told her to shed up.. I hugged Exclusive and kissed her on the lips, i didnt even care that people saw SHE HAD DONE SOMETHING TO ME AND THATS WHEN THE "FuckWhatYouThink" Attitude was born...Exclusive was my bitch!

Skyy U Gotem Hooked...I Calls It CRACK BLOGGIN!!!!

The Affair 15

Exclusive's number was in my hand and i was so confused i didnt know wat i was feeling but i knew every time i came to Onyx and saw Exclusive or had her dance for me my clit would dance around in my pants. i parked my car and just sat there for a minute i noticed that Nyree's truck was parked next to my mine so that meant he was in my apartment, i was slightly happy because i hated the lack of communication we had for 2 days but i was happy because he came back and it had only been 2 days. i got out of my car happy because baby was home i was horny and i needed Nyree, i put the key inside my door and unlocked it and entered. DAMN Nyree said to me as i walked in the apartment, he was eyeing me up and down i made a little twirl so daddy could get a better look of my body and the way the silk fit my frame. I walked to Nyree and he stood up, i missed u baby i said to Nyree as he looked me n my eyes, damn baby no bra he said as he looked at my nipples completely ignoring my statement (Just like a MAN)...no bra baby i said to Nyree, he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him he slid his hands down my back and onto my ass, i had on a thong so i knew he felt all ASS his penis started to rise and i was ready...i walked Nyree to the bed room and for some reason it seemed like i had never asked for space, we where back at our usual loving behavior. I layed Nyree on his back on the bed, i slid off his shirt and boxers i kissed his lips and neck, his shoulders and i licked around his nipples i slightly nibbled each nipple until he was erect, i allowed my tongue to run down his stomach and onto the head of his penis, i sucked his dick head gently until he was fully erect i spit on his dick nd got it wet, i took his whole penis into my mouth nd jacked his dick as i sucked, he let out a moan nd his creamy surprise burst all in my mouth nd i swallowed it all, something had cum over me i was a FREAK! Nyree was so turned on he picked me up nd laid me on the bed he pulled peeled my clothes off and aggressively pulled my legs open, Nyree loved to eat me nd i loved how he wasted no time tasting me. i was enjoying it until Exclusive popped into my head i imagined how she would smell i moaned because Nyree was hitting my spot, as he sucked my clit gently i moaned for Exclusive i imagined me grabbin her hair nd pushn it deep inside my vagina..the thoughts of Exclusive had me on edge i couldn’t handle it i yelled for Nyree to stop my mind was racing Exclusive was on my mind. The head was feeling so good but for all the wrong reasons....Nyree baby stop i yelled as i felt the cum rushing out of me Swallow me Exclusive swallow it all i thought to myself. DAMN! wtf was she doing to me i pushed Nyree's head off me nd i ran to the bathroom, Cum was rushing down my leg and Nyree just laughed he assumed i was so distraught because of him but actually Exclusive had me cuming not him i quickly turned on the shower and hopped in the shower the hot water stung me a my confused thoughts started 2 arouse me again i found myself rubbing my clit just like Exclusive had done in the club, Nyree came in the bathroom and climbed in the shower with me, he watched as I rubed my clit nd i allowed him to, i closed my eyes tightly until a orgasm came rushing out of me for the 2nd time. i laughed inside because men just assumed they ALWAYS MADE WOMEN FEEL GOOD! me nd Nyree showered each other and got cleaned up we laughed at our petty argument we had two days prior we got into our bed an laid down we where back loving one another i laid in Nyrees arms but could not sleep I laid awake for about 2hrs, Nyree was dead asleep i climbed out of bed and headed into the living room, I sat on the couch and went for my purse i opened the paper from Exclusive and put the number into my side kick. I sat there for a while and debated on should I text her. OH WELL.(Exclusive its me) i sent the message because???? Hell I dnt know because i was feeding my curiosity. (That was fast But I know who u are she responded) my heart raced i couldn’t think of wat to say back to her (lol well im happy you know who i am) i texted her back ashamed of my lack of Text game lol....(I want you) Exclusive texted me bluntly. My heart raced and i was in a panic i wanted her too but i knew it was wrong. (Im not gay honey sorry i texted back) (Neither am i) Exclusive responded...(hmm if you arent gay why do you want me) i asked Exclusive...(l just want you and im not ashamed that doesn’t make us gay just makes us want one another) Exclusive texted. Her aggressiveness had me on edge...(let me get to know you a little better) I responded...(Thats fair) she texed back...( I'll text you soon) i told her...(Okay Baby Dnt Make Us Wait To Long she said)..(Us?) I asked… (lol Yes Us, Me and She) I Knew Exactly what she was referring to. I placed my phone on the charger and headed back to bed. Was I Ready??? Damn Is All I can Say..You Know What They Say "CuriousityKilledTheCat" Was I Ready For Exclusive???

The Affair 14

Lets just fast forward from that day....Its been about a mnth since my ordeal has taken place, i mean Nyree had basically moved into my apatment and everything was fine i mean we shared the rent wes shared the bills and what was mine was his nd vice versa.Nyree split the rent with me although he still had his own place. I was happy with Nyree he waited on me hand and foot but i knew he deserved better, the last month i had been having these weird feelings i felt like me nd Nyree moved to fast i mean i wanted to have some fun myself but i knew i was trippin...Nyree was the perfect guy but it just seemed like igot out of a 2 year relationship and jumped into one with Nyree i felt i needed space, i figured when Nyree got off work that night i would tell him how i felt. i waited Nyree turned his key to enter my apartment i sat on the couch and watched him walk inside the apartment he came over to me kissed my lips and sat down, i told him i missed him and i hoped his day went well. he assured me his day went fine but he was tired because of the double shift he took, i told Nyree to undress and get in the bath tub because i wanted to wash him. He did as he was told, you see the apartment i had gotten had a Jacuzzi tub the could 2 people so it was big enough for Nyree to relax, i washed his back his shoulders and his hair, i couldnt really wash his whole body but i washed what i could, nyree only washed his lower region he never allowed me to wash that. he stepped outside the shower and i dried him off, i lotioned him and rubbed his feet, we went into the living room and i sat on the couch between my legs and i dried his dreads the best i could with his towel, i rubbed Nyree's shoulders and i begin to talk to him... Nyree i was thinking that maybe we should give each other a bit of space, Nyree said nothing so i continued to talk. I want to know how it is to be alone sometimes Nyree i said, i mean baby i love u and i dont want anyone else ut i feel like im never going to be alone and i just want to have some, Lemme guess fun Nyree said as he turned to face me. i told him it wasnt like that, LISTEN Nyree i just want to tell you how i feel..Man shed up i dont want to hear that shit baby im going to lay down Nyree said as he just interupted my speech. I sat on the couch mad like what the fuck i cant communiacte with Nyree seemed like he just didnt want me to say n.e thing to him. it had been like that alot lately, My nd Nyree where happy i just wanted a little space i didnt want to break up damn i just wanted some me time for once in my life i mean could anyone blame me, i just wanted to learn how to be alone i couldd deal with my own issues just seemed like everytime shit went wrong i always had sumne there. i kind of wanted my own space just for alittle while not like i wanted to be without Nyree. I mean can u blame me i hated being cooped up under someone i just wanted a little space. I slept on the couch that night and watched TV i talked on the phone to Monay for awhile and we laughed and talked until i fell asleep. i awoke the next morning to see that Nyree had left for work without waking me, i had to be at work myself so i paid it no mind, i washed up ate a little breakfast and got ready for work. While i was riding to work i didnt recieve the daily text from Nyree as i usually did, i was kind of thrown by that because he always started the day saying we loved one another. i went ino worked i worked my shift and i had a shift that was about 7hrs long that night and no word from Nyree. when i arrived back him Nyree wasnt there nor was any of his belongings, i thought about calling him but some feeling of freedom crossed my mind i wasnt evn trippin that Nyree wasnt home and i told myself i wouldnt call him. I caled Monay that night and asked did she feel like going out that weekend she said yes only if i was up to it. I told her i was and i thought we should check out the Onyx (a popular strip club in Atlanta) Monay was hyped because whenever we went there we acted like straight fools, we threw money and slapped asses had all the bitches dancing for us and although we werent gay we still felt like shid we needed to gt in touch with our inner nigga lol.... The work days rolled by fast and it was time to go to the srip club, as suspected the club was poppin, i word a sexy black dress with some high heels i always wore something sexy to the Onyx becaus ei loved how the dancers would flock to me and my homegirl, they often assumed we where together but we werent. crazy thing is that it was a stripper that danced for me name "Exclusive" she was 5ft5 135 caramel skin thick curly hair a fat ass and full titties plump lips and light grey eyes that were to die for, i mean i wasnt gay by far but something about her had me hooked. id trick off 200 ones just for her. me nd Monay walked to our usual table and watched the girls shake the asses, we where very suspect on who we danced i mean i wouldnt tip u unless u where bad and Monay wouldnt tip unless u could do a split or have ya pussy pierced, i never understood why she was like that bt she was. I watched the girls dance and a few of our regulars walked up we threw money for em slapped a few asses and that was it. i watched the crowd andit was live, Sexy momma wat u doing in here Exclusive wispered to me, i immediately got aroused i new this girl was here for buisness, she stood in front of me she told me she missed me and all that (clearly club game) i stated peeling off ones and she did her thing, exclusive did her thing she winded her hips opened her legs to allow me nd Monay to see her pink pussy lips. she walked towards me sat on my lap put her hair in my face to allow me to smell it she was sexy and seductive. i liked her because she broke all the rules she would touch my breast, she sucked my tits thew my shirt, she would get down on her knees nd lick my thighs and i loved it, before she finished her dance she took things a bit to far, she looked me dead n my eyes and placed her hands between my legs and said sductively (I will be tasting this soon) she kissed my lips gathered her ones and walked off....Monay was in disbelief..DAS A BAD ASS BITCH monay yelled as she laughed..What just happened i said to myself i felt as if i was sudently attracted to EXCLUSIVE in a way i shouldnt be SHE had just turned sumthn on inside me that was not going to go away I wanted it I Dnt Know What It Is But I Wanted it!!!! Exclusive Type Shit!!!Monay and i preoceeded to leave the club whe Exclusive ran up to Monay Hey Monay she yelled, Wat up freak Ah Leak Monay said, give this to ya girl for me she said as she handed Monay a balled up piece of paper- iight i got you Monay laughed aloud already sinceing what was happeneing....Monay handed me the paper and i opened it and had a phone number and a message that read (Use this number baby im yours in more ways then 1)......... Those simple words had me! i was hooked on Exclusive and would be this way until something went down!------

Damn skyy Dese Hoes Wondering-WhereTheyDoThatAt? lmao!!! Im Skilled With this writing shit!!!

The Affair 13 (Who Am I)

Me nd Nyree slept the night away and i awoke a little later then Nyree, i awoke the smell of Bacon,Eggs,Toast,nd Pancakes. i laid in the bed a little longer nd Nyree walked towards me with 2 plates in his hand. he told me he wanted me to rest all day and he was going to take care of me. we ate our food in silence and i ate all the food he cooked for me i was very hungry i downed my juice and handed Nyree my plate. i walked into my bathroom and climbed n the shower, i took a long shower and relaxed myself i washed my hair and brushed my teeth Nyree knocked on the door and asked me was everything ok because I had been in the bathroom for about a hour. I told him yes, i stood naked in the mirror i looked at my body and the tears began to form in my eyes, i ran my hand across my stomach and thought about the 2 kids i had already lost. i sobbed lowly but Nyree knew i wasnt ok, he walked in the bathroom and stood behind me with his arms around me hugging me, he whispered that he wasnt upset and that me and him would have several kids in the future, i looked on the bright side and i thought yea, i put on some of Nyree’s boxers and a wife beater and i walked back into my bedroom. i was full from the breakfast Nyree cooked and I just wanted to sleep more but i told my self i was going to tell Nyree who i was. Nyree laid next to me nd i looked him eyes and asked did he love me. he said yes, i took a deep breath here goes, Baby i was born to a woman who should have never been givin a child, my mother was a drunk and my father wasn’t around when i was young. I called all my Mothers boyfriends uncle and if they lasted long enough to move in they where “daddy” I had at least 7 daddies growing up lol my mother always chose them over me, when i was 7 my mothers boyfriend tried to sleep with me and when i did not do as i was told he beat me like i was a fucking grown man, THAT mutherfucka beat me for not putting my mouth on his penis. My mother took his side she told me that i needed to learn to be obedient, i told her what he tried to make me do and she didnt believe me she just beat me herself and told me i was a liar and that if I made her loose another man I was going to live on the street. I looked Nyree in his eyes and told him i hated my mother, i told him how i didnt speak to her at all.. when i was 17 i always wondered why my father wasnt around why he didnt love me i cried for my daddy at night when i was young, my mother would beat me because i looked like him, she told me she didnt love me i hated her but i hated myself also. My mother would tell me lies that if I was a good girl my daddy would come take me away but all my life he never came so I grew up thinking I was a bad child. i always use to see this guy that favored me in appearance, i saw him every Tuesday when i was n high school he was always on Glenwood road at the flea market. the last time i saw him he told me he was my father. i knew he was because we shared the same nose and the same stance. i talked to him and he told me he always knew me he told me him and my mother where highs school sweethearts and when she got pregnant he went to prison, my father was a pretty well respected dope man back in the 80's and when his operation was raided he went away for awhile, he told me he didnt get out of jail until i was born and my mother was angry, he told me how my mother wouldn’t allow him to see me, when he gave gifts she give them back. he told me she said to him that I WAS HER CHILD AND HE COULDN’T SEE ME.. i cried in his arms i told him how she treated me the beatings the different men. My daddy told me he had a home that he had gotten his life together and that he wanted to build a relationship with me but he new my mom wouldn’t allow it. i was happy i felt as if he was going to be my protector and i was going to be freed from my mother. me nd my dad met up on Tuesdays for atleast 2mnths without my mother knowing. I began to form tears in my eyes because i knew the next part would be difficult, i told Nyree that i went home and i found my mother sleeping i went into my room and packed my clothing and i waited for my mother to awake. when she awoke i walked into her room and told her i was planning to move with my father, i told her we met every Tuesday and talked i told her that i was upset for all these years because of her personal beef I told my mom that when I was able to leave her home I was gone for good because she was a horrible woman I HATED HER. i told Nyree that all i remembered was a slap in my face, she slapped me she beat me she said i had no respect for her she told me my dad would leave me how he did her, i hated her so much i told Nyree i never saw my father again after that day. Have u looked for him again Nyree asked me and i cried i told him that i never saw him again period, i was so abused and battered that i didnt want to deal with anything my mother made me feel like my dad would leave me if things didn’t work out and I believed HER. When my ex came along telling me he loved me and cared for me i felt like my world had changed because i found someone who wouldnt hurt me. but then he did, between the pain of loosing his child, my mothers abusive ways, my fathers absence and my loosing two kids it hurt me. i told Nyree how i stripped for a living at club blaze on Moreland AVE, his eyes widened but he said nothing, i told him how at 18 i had to leave my mothers house and the only form of income i had was stripping, i was paid well i told him i did and saw things that no one should do or see at 18, i didnt go into detail because i wasnt comfortable enough to. i told him i traveled the whole South dancing, i danced in Tennessee, Alabama, Miami, Augusta. Nyree never suspected this from me. Nyree didnt say a word but i read on his face that he was unimpressed. i told him how i had men set up and even killed for money because i was so misguided and broke. i had to get money at all costs. i just told Nyree i just wanted someone to love me and i love them. he said nothing, because i wasnt the sweet girl he thought he knew i was actually someone with a past. i cried to Nyree and told him how so badly i wanted a child because i wanted to feel important. I needed someone to need me. Nyree assured me he needed me, i asked him for how long- my own father didnt stick around so why would i believe him??? my father could of fucking tried i said aloud as i cried to Nyree, he could of tried i kept yelling that statement. Nyree hugged me and told me he was here for me, i cried to Nyree told him how i so badly wanted to be loved. i felt weak-ashamed at my needy mentality, i use to be so strong i thought to myself. but i needed Nyree to complete me! i quietly cried to Nyree. Im here for you forever Nyree told me.. I wanted so badly to believe him but I new my past would forever haunt me I Just Prayed I wouldn’t Loose my soul mate do to my insecurities….

The Affair 12 (Nyree)

Nyree Sobbed to me and said he felt as his heart had been ripped from his chest, i didn’t interject i jus allowed him to talk, he said he felt bad because his grl was beat up and he wasn’t there to defend me, he said he lost a child and even though he didnt know about the child his heart still cried out in pain, he loved me and he said he would have been so happy to know that we where bringing a child into the world he said he hated that he could not bring back our kid or make me feel better. Nyree and i got out of the shower and he dried me off and i dried him also. we walked into my room and i grabbed some panties to put on because i couldnt lie naked with him i was bleeding. Nyree laid in bed with me placing my head on his chest, Nyree opened up to me. He told me how he watched his dad cheat, hit and disrespect his mother, he told me how his dad had a bunch of kids running around the city of Atlanta he said his mother and father where still married threw all of this. Baby remember when i told u a few months back that i was going to tell you why me and your Ex loved each other but hated each other all the same. I said yes and he begin the story, He told me that him nd my Ex lived directly next to one another growing up they always favored in appearance but they never spoke. Nyree told me him nd my Ex both looked like Nyree's father but nobody ever said a word. Growing up Nyrees dad always would go next door and spend hours and hours at my ex's home. Nyree nd My ex where really brothers, Nyree told me that my ex's mom and Nyree's mom both vowed to never let the information get out because of the shame and that didn’t want to confuse the boys. When Nyree's father was killed him and my ex where children, nyree 9 nd my ex 8-the two mothers confessed the secret to the brothers, from that day on my ex nd Nyree where inseparable at first years went by and they had a great bond until they got into there teens. Nyree told me My ex started to act more like there father den ever, Nyree said he also had there fathers womanizing ways but my ex was far more a bigger problem. Nyree said he loved his brother but he was just like there dad and he hated him all the same. Nyree told me that he was a virgin all threw high school and my ex always teased him about the issue saying things like "You faggot" and Nyree hated that because his father called him the same thing, he said all threw high school he had a thing for me and my ex new it, he said around our Junior year he was going to ask me out and my ex beat him to it, Nyree said his brother never expressed interest in me until the day Nyree worked up the nerve to approach me, Nyree always asked me out n high school but only jokingly I thought. Nyree said after that day he told himself FUCK BITCHES GET MONEY nd Niggas THAT DON’T SHOW LOYALTY THEYHAVE TO MOVE AROUND. Nuree hated the fact that his brother had won my heart for 2 years. i hung onto Nyrees every word as he told me he hated watching my ex treat me so badly. Nyree and my ex where once close but the fact that my ex was so much like his father made Nyree hate him He assured me his and my ex’s relationship was well over before he pursed me. Nyree was genuine and kind i wouldn’t think they had any relation. Nyree said he always planned on stealing me away from his brother but had to wait on the right time, he said he told his brother that one day he will get me nd my ex response was IF YOU CAN GET THE BITCH YOU CAN HAVE THE BITCH I HAVE MANY MANY MORE HE SAID. i instantly new he wasnt lying, i hated myself for wasting so much time but i new that it was a lesson learned. Nyree held me close and assured me he was nothing like his brother or father, he said he always had plenty hoes around because he could but he was ready to be past that part of his life. i loved Nyree i new sooner or later id have to tell him my story but i didnt want to. Nyree Kissed my fore head and asked me to tell him my story but i didnt want to i played as if i didnt hear him, he knew i was stalling and he could sense it, Nyree told me i reminded him of his mother, Loyal at all costs no matter what a man did to me, i identified with Nyrees mom, i could only imagine how she felt when her husband was running around, all the hoes the lies and yet she stayed with him. Nyree told me the thing that hurt him the most was the part that when him and my ex was younger they vowed to never be like there dad, and my ex broke his promise. Nyree covered up his pain with Hoeing around, being flashy and fly, talking slick but yet he was just like a onion Layer after Layer!.... i didnt look at Nyree as a punk i looked at him as a strong man who trusted me enough to let me in. i just hoped i could return the favor because my story was much worst, society does not care about your story it only cares about the present! Belee Dat As Nyree would say!

*DrkSkinDntCAre*

The Affair 11 (Well Damn)

Ambulance Sirens where going off, as i was put into the back of the ambulance, Monay held my hand and begged the drivers to go faster, i was groggy it wasnt like i was dead but i felt in and out of it, hell i felt he must have put his legs into that punch because i was knocked out with one punch! the additional punch and kick weren’t even needed. i was brought into the emergency room and when i awoke i saw Monay sitting next to me flipping threw the channels of the TV in the hospital room, Monay i said lowly, she rushed to my bed side and touched my hair, hey friend you feeling okay she asked me, yea im okay except for being in the hospital. What the doctor’s say since i been napping i asked. GIRL im gone have to let u talk to them she said with a little shock in her voice, i tried to position myself to sit up but the pain in my upper body was to unbearable, my cheek was bruised nd i noticed i had a head ached and i felt a pad between my legs but didnt understand what for, my period wasnt due for another 2 weeks. Wheres Nyree i asked Monay. thats a good question he said he would be on his way asap. we laid and watched TV for about 30 mins until Nyree made hs way into my room, Nyree was calm but when he saw my appearance he was furious, Yo Monay who da fuck did dis to her he asked Monay looking at me....Nyree had an idea but he didnt want to believe it, Ask her Monay said as she got up to walk out the room, im going to get something to drink from the lobby boo imma give yall time to talk Monay told me as she exited the room. Nyree softend his demeanor and asked me what happened, i told Nyree the story ND i didnt leave out any details, Nyree sat patiently as he took the words all in, MAm the nurse said interrupting our conversation, yes i said as she proceeded the hospital bed well id like to disgust somethings with you in private since you are stable. i told her she could talk in front of Nyree because he was my boyfriend, Nyree looked at me strangely with a look of shock because i had referred to him as my BOYFRIEND, something i never done before. Well who ever hit you banged you up a bit, and with all the blood you lost we had to hook u up 2 an I.V to get fluids into your system. she Told me she was going to give me sum Pain relievers and i could be released after the paper work was processed. I smiled and said thanks for her help. Mam Im sorry we couldn’t save the baby but you should be fine in a few days after you rest up. BABY? i asked her perplexed, yes mam BABY she said you where bleeding when you where brought into the hospital she told me, you where in the process of miss carrying when you came in to us, Where not sure if it was due to the fall or not but i can assure you that you where pregnant. Nyree looked to the floor the whole time, I was sad but the sadness was NUMB because for the last 2 years i was use to heart ache, i decided not to cry or dwell on this information. Me nd Nyree sat silent. The police came into my room and to make a long story short we acted as if we didnt know who had beat my ass because Monay was on probation and she could not have a gun in her possession at ALL. we told the police it was some thugs we had never saw before, they lied and said they would be on the look out for my attacker, but i new damn well once they left the hospital room so did the case! Monay helped me get dress and helped me outside, i had been released from the hospital. Nyree helped me into his truck You gone be okay momma Monay said as she walked to her car. Monay parted ways. Nyree didnt say one word to me, he just aloud Hot 107.9's radio station to play all the way to my apartment. When we arrived to my house Nyree helped me out the car and walked me inside, we said nothing! i sat on the couch and he did the same. i felt hurt because he was giving me the cold shoulder. i got up from the couch HURT i felt like Nyree blamed me, i tried to be strong but i knew the tears where going to flow, i grabbed a few shower items and headed to my bathroom. i ran the water on hot and climbed in the tub, i allowed the shower water to run because i new the shower would be loud enough that my tears would go un heard i sat in the shower and the water came down on top of my head and i cried, i cried for Myself, i thought about my life and i wondered would it get better, i cried about the 2 kids id never get to know. i cried because i new Nyree blamed me and i lost his child. i cried hard and Nyree heard every thing, i was crying so hard i didnt even notice him open the bathroom door, i sat in the shower with my knees pulled to my chest and my head down. Nyree un dressed and climbed in the shower with me he sat behind me and told me that he didnt want me crying alone. he held me as the hot water came down on the both of us. i felt alone although he was right there with me, I lost our child... Not Just Nyrees Child, Hell i lost 2 children! never to see them, Know them, play with them, i so badly wanted to be Needed! but what i longed for Nyree gave it to me. But still i was alone. I thought about my life and determined i was FUCKED! I love Nyree and the way he held me told me that he was there to stay. But I new Nyree didn’t need me and if he did it wasn’t how I wanted to be needed, I wanted a child that was always something I kept within. As Nyree Held me in the shower No words we Exchanged i just felt his love for me. Nyree quietly sobbed as he held me! i knew he was hurt. But this pain would make us Grow as 1....That night i devoted my life/nd love to Nyree!.....I didnt know what Nyree was planning to do but i prayed he wouldn’t do anything to jeopardize our relationship! We Spent time in the shower silent, no words where needed our bond was strong and I felt him as he did me!

The Affair 10

I was a little shook up because of me Nd Nyrees Condomless sex, i mean he was right i couldn’t see my self killing another child so i decided to start using birth control, the decision was both made by me nd Nyree. I stayed with Nyree that night and the next morning he told me we where going to go to Rooms To go to get my furniture, u see me nd Nyree where both hard working people so we both complimented one another, he told me he wanted to take care of me like a man should and all he waned me to do was play the woman role in his life, by that i mean he wanted me to Love Him, be his Other half nd Always be there for him. He just wanted me to be his woman and he be my man and my provider. i was completely ok with that because he had earned my love and trust, me and Nyree where kicking it for about 8 months now. The crazy thing is my ex dude had gotten him another grl friend she lived in our apartment and he no longer harassed me i was cool with that because hell we both new i was over long time ago. well at Rooms To Go me and Nyree searched for some things and we couldn’t agree on anything for my apartment, i kind of wanted a girly apartment i wanted a cute living room with exotic patterns like cheetah stuff with plants and shit, Nyree said he was not paying for no "GOD DAMN AFRICAN SAFARI" lol my baby was so mad at wat i chose but i told him if he didn’t buy it id buy it myself lol well i came to my senses and decided on purchasing a nice earth tone living room set, with Tan furniture trimmed in black i got a big sleigh bed with matching dresser and computer stand, i envisioned me hanging a tan canopy around my bed and i was happy. Nyree spent a pretty penny on me which was fine i mean hell he had as he would say, we held hands as the rooms to go people loaded my new things to take to my house. Nyree wat happens when My ex finds out where dating. hell nothing Nyree said as he kissed my cheek. everything will be ok baby i promise. i was comforted by Nyree he always stayed cool Nyree and i went back to my apartment got all my new stuff situated and all i could do was smile, after me and Nyree argued about how MY place should look we argued more then n.e body i knew but hell thats what we did..we loved & fought hard lol..... Nyree told me he had to go home and shower and gather some clothes, i was perplexed because i didnt tell Nyree to come back to my house that nigh tlol i wanted to spend time with Monay.. Uhhh baby u stay home tonight i told Nyree joking, because i knew i wanted him to come back. Ohh iight ill stay home i mean i only wanted to come back and stay since this your first time staying alone he said LIENING! i laughed walked to Nyree threw my arms around his shoulders and YOU KNOW YOU JUST WANNA BE UP UNDER ME i said kissing him between words. You dont want me to stay with you so nahhhhh imma stay home and order pizza and be lonely he said in a lil disappointed tune. Babyyyyyy i love u so come back... NO im Staying home Nyree said as he stormed out of my apartment like a kid.... i chased him down the stairs and jumped on his back....Come back baby Come back i said in my Damsel in Distress voice. NEVERRRRR Nyree told me trying not to break character lol. we where always role playing for no reason. we snapped back into reality when i realized i had come outside n boy shorts and the Mexican workers started to whistle. me nd Nyree laughed and i turned to walk back into my apartment, Nyree slapped my ass and yelled " I Mami Papi likey Likey" he was clearly trying to taunt the Mexicans. i walked back inside and dialed Monays number i told her to meet me at 'Donnies Restaraunt"(Soul Food Restaurant ran By Chinese People) in Clarkston Ga.... Me nd Monay met up at Donnies because on Fridays they had cat fish and hot Grits for u to eat for the low. Monay was puffing away on her Black&Mild talking and laughing telling me all about how things where going, after she finished her Black we walked inside Donnies, to my damn surprise i saw some one i did not want to see again... MY EX! ughhhh i said as me nd Monay walked in, My ex was with his home boys and they looked as if they just had com from playing ball. Girl lets just leave Monay said after she seen them niggas. (IT WAS TO LATE) Ayeeeee there wats been up stranger My ex hollered out to me as i walked towards to register. My nigga dont make no mufuckn scene in here Monay yelled as she reached in her purse, BITCH i aint making no scene im just talking to your home girl. I ignored his ignorant ass and proceeded to order my food, Ring Ring Ring, hello i said hey babe where u at, im at Donnies with Monay i told Nyree, he laughed yall 2 faithfully eating that bullshit he said laughing Ying Yangs cooking black folk food HELL naw he said laughing, well i have my clothes imma head back to yo spot after i go to work and maybe we can play DOCTOR again. i laughed i said ok baby i love you rushing him off the phone. Yo hole up why u rushing me bae. im not it just that- DAMN BITCH WONT TLK TO ME BUT SHE"LL TALK TO WHOEVER ON THAT PHONE I SEE. Bitch you crazy My Ex Yelled at me...Who Da Fuck Is That Nyree Said In rage-Look shet da fuck up nigga, do not talk to me-look at me-say shit else to me ever in your life bitch, i yelled to my ex fed up with his bull shit antics and all of a sudden the anger from how he treated me was back!.. Baby! baby! Nyree yelled into the phone as i didnt answer him baby let me call u back i said as i hung up. My Ex's friends where laughing hard as hell a how i had just snapped. i grabbed Monay and walked out of Donnies. BITCH where u going im talking to you! my ex yelled as he ran after me making a scene in the parking lot. BACK THE FUCK UP Monay yelled as she saw him approaching. Man shed up he said towards Monay, my ex grabbed my arm im talking to you, you so stupid he said as i bet yo ass living with Monay and shit. i laughed living with Monay i asked him, i live alone in my own spot i said mocking him. yea whatever he said letting me go, i laughed and taunted him. i hope yo ass find some where to stay when this lease up you broke fuck, you treated me like shit, all the hoes you cheated with have nothing. how dumb of you i scolded him like a child. His Home Boys where dyeing the lighter one interjected, ( she Got A point man i mean dem hoes broke and got kids) we all laughed. my ex was mad and embarrassed as he (Turned towards me and said (Well my new bitch is bomb and she got money and fuck better then you we having a child) i laughed looked him dead in his eyes and said in the most evil voice you are such a pathetic man No Wonder i Aborted your child! Just as i turned to unlock my car 2 Punches flew at the side of my face i hit the ground in pain, A kick to the stomach was the last blow, I WAS OUT COLD. Mufucka u out yo mind Monay Yelled As She Popped Off 2 Shots Of Her 38 Hand Gun, u see Monay was gutter gutter first bullet missed the second connected with my Ex’s Shoulder, he yelled in pain U Pussy Bitch Monay Yelled As She Walked towards me to see if I was Ok… My Exs boys picked him up and the hurried off before the police could arrive. Come on boo you okay Monay told me not knowing what to do, Monay Called Nyree, Yo Ny dis Monay That mufucka beat up ya girl get to Donnies fast man she knocked out, Monay called the police and she assumed one of her shots connected with me because my jeans where soaked with blood at the crouch I was bleeding badly….Its Okay Boo The Police coming she said as she held me in her arms…….. *DrkSkinDntCare*

The Affair 9

Me nd Monay decided to grab a bite to eat we went down town to Atlanta’s Gladys Knight Chicken Nd Waffles. that was a good idea since i was so hungry and i wanted some Chicken Nd Waffles With A lemon Aid Mixed with Sweet Tea....Mmmm taste so good, we where seated fast and we ate without much speaking. We finished our food and left the restaurant. I stopped by our neighborhood Wal Mart to grab some goodies for my apartment, some bathroom things, i was excited because i had my own space and always wanted to make it as girly as possible! Lets Just Fast Forward to that night!, i was in my new apartment looking around at the empty spaces, it was so empty in my apartment but i didn’t mind because i was so very happy.. Ring-Ring-Ring my Side Kick went off, it said (My Man) on the screen i just let it ring it was no reason to talk to him hell we been threw and id done my part. i allowed the phone to ring and as expected he left a voice message, i proceeded to hear the message, it went a little something like this ( YO CALL AH NIGGA BACK MAN I CAME HOME AND ITS A NOTE ON THE DOOR SAYING SUM SHIT ABOUT US NOT RENEWING OUR LEASE, I WENT TO THE RENT OFFICE AND THEY TOLD ME HOW YO ASS PAID UP THE RENT AND TOOK YO NAME OFF OUR SHIT...YO WHERE THE FUCK U AT) i chuckled to myself because you see the state of GA is so big that i doubt he would find me, i mean we shared a spot on the eastside of Atlanta called Glen Wood i had gotten a new spot wayyyyy in Clayton County on MorelAnd Ave, so if u know Ga you Know thats a tleast a 30 min drive with out traffic on Highway 285. Nyree resided on Candler road sooooo i guess i wanted to be closer to him lol. i laid on the floor of my apartment and jus dozed off, i had given Nyree my address earlier that day so he was on his way, i must have dosed off hard because i didn’t hear Nyree knocked on the door it woke me up and when i answered he was damn near down the stairs. What up ma he said to me as he walked past me to enter the my apartment. HE WAS SO SEXY, I mean he had on a white tee sum Jordan Basketball shorts and the new J’s his dreads where braided into 2 big braids and the ends hung of his dreads touched his shoulders, Nuthn i said lowly i mean i was kind of nervous to be around him he looked that damn good. So ma why we at this empty ass spot, u aint tryna set me up are u Nyree said. Not at all boo why would i do that, well why are we here then he asked a little uneasy? Its my apartment i said really low. wat u said he asked walking towards me. Its My Apartment NYREE damn why u hassling me i asked confused, Nyree smiled so u left that nigga i take it, Yes Nyree i did i told him i needed a new start things where to much for me i told him. Im sorry for how i acted the other night, my silly ass was in tears again! its okay Nyree told me as he walked closer to me, baby id never hurt you, I LOVE YOU honestly and after you left i told that bitch she had to bounce, i should have never talked to you like one of those fucking lame hoes baby im sorry he confessed as he wiped my tears away from my eyes, Nyree kissed my tears and we hugged. i looked Nyree in his eyes and i admitted that I LOVED HIM TO. Because i honestly did and i knew things where only going to get better with him, Nyree was all in and so was I. You know we gone have to get you some new furniture for your spot ma this empty shit aint sexy, me and Nyree walked around my one bedroom apartment, we walked to the kitchen the bathroom the empty bedroom and just looked around, Baby i haven’t had the honor to Break in the new apartment. Nyree smiled well i guess its time to make up huh? i giggled not knowing what to expect but before i new it Nyree was on his knees with my leg on his shoulder nd his face buried inside vagina, Orgasm after Orgasm damn i LOVED Nyree....He Laid me down on the carpet so gently Nyree kissed my forehead he kissed my nose nd i giggled he kissed my lips and we shared a deep tongue kiss, Nyree was ready to enter me but for some reason i felt like he was mine... The entire time me nd my ExMan was together we never sexed without a rubber, i whispered to Nyree "can i feel you" can i trust you he asked me, with everything i told him with tears in my eyes...Nyree kissed my lips and slid inside me, he was so gentle this time i moaned and begged for more Nyree was on top of me stroking slow and deep, my walls gripped his penis as our breath increased and we both let out exhales of passion as the cum came rushing. I LOVE YOU I told Nyree i asked him to never leave me and he promised that it was me and him against the world. He held me in his arms. after about 20 mins of laying there Nyree turned and told me to get dressed, he said we couldn’t stay at my new spot because of my lack of furniture. we got dressed and left, i was in deep thought about so much stuff when, Baby Nyree said snapping me out of my thoughts. Listen if we are not going to be using condoms i need you to know i dnt believe in abortions so if pregnancy occurs we have to keep it thats all i ask, i told him i understood and i agreed with him. but i was panicking on the inside because i had finally thought about how me nd Nyree had just had sex without a condom and we both came together nd NO he did NOT pull out.....DAMN! *DrkSkinDntCare*

The Affair 8

Damn! thats all i could think i mean me and Nyree seemed to be over, i had no reason to be mad and he knew my situation but i guess thats how things go when your playing with fire, i mean first i thought me Getting with Nyree was just a little fling and an act of revenge to get back at my Man. but it actually turned into something more, something that had gotten the best of me i couldn’t control my feelings, i was in to deep and i had to get out. i was so deep into my thoughts that i never realized i had mixed my exit to go home. i took the next exit and decided to go the back way home, i road in silence and i could only think of Nyree my face was tear soaked all my MAC makeup was gone my phone was blinking blue and ringing non stop, my eyes where puffy and they where even beginning to burn, i just wanted a shower and to sleep. I climbed out of my car and headed into home, i arrived to an empty apartment as usual, there was no life in my place with my man, i walked towards the shower and decided to take a nice bath, as i sat in the tub I realized that i was living with the wrong guy I wanted to be solo, it was time to leave. I grabbed my cell phone and decided to call Monay, i explained to her what was going on, but even though she was upset because i called her so damn late she still talked to me, i told her what my plan was and she obliged, she was in with me all the way. I WAS MOVING OUT. the next morning i awoke while my man was gone doing wat ever i called Monay and asked her to meet me at my apartment, she came by and we began to pack my things, i had alot of money saved up in my bank account because when my man first started his affair i had decided to throw myself into my job, getting over time and making a lot of side money, things like that. well i knew i had to be gone before he got back because if i wasnt it would be a scene and with Monay there i knew it would be worst because she and my man HATED each other i mean when we where kids Monay tried to kill him n High School with a pencil because he called her a BITCH- Basically he hated her because she was the outspoken best friend and she hated him because he was the no good boyfriend. we pack all my things and got them into her car and mine, i didnt take any furniture because im not that type of chick i mean i wanted out so i felt he could have all the stuff and id just start over fresh. Between my frequent crying about Nyree and Monay rants about her drama we managed to get things packed. i stopped by my leasing office and talked to our landlord and i got my name off the lease i paid up my half of the rent for the remainder of the lease me and my man shared, i mean like i said i wasnt a grimy chick i believed in karma so i did things the right way. I went apt shopping with my friend and i already had a place in mind so i went by the apartments to check them out and decided that i was going to move in the landlord must have sensed my heart ache because the older woman gave me a break, not like i needed it i was decent as far as money went. she told me that she sensed change in my life and that she only wanted to charge me first and last months rent no deposit, it wasnt much but things like that made me smile. i had no furniture but i planned on getting everything i needed. i received my keys and smiled i was starting anew life by myself it had been 5 days since me and Nyree had contacted one another, Ring Ring Ring, my phone went off. Monay looked at it first...BITCH IT NYREE! she said, oh well let it ring i told her sadly. HELL NAW GAL U BEST ANSWER DIS she said holding the phone out to me, i didn’t grab the phone...HELLO Monay said Hold On NYREE its Monay, Here U go girl its Nyree she said with a straight face. Hello i said, Let ME GEt At You Tonight Nyree Said, Naw Im going to be busy i lied...Ma PLEASE let me get at you, a nigga sorry for how i been acting man i been sick with out u ma he confessed, i was at a lost for words because i missed him to. I cant Nyree what we had is over. Ma dont Do this, We Dont HAve To Meet Up Ill come to you just let me know where ma damn. Ok Ok Nyree Ill Text You the Address And You Meet Me tonight, ok Ma just know you not one of these average bitches -Belee dat ma he said hanging up the phone. Damn Bitch yall niggas in love Monay said "Belee Dat" she said mocking Nyree, Mufucka sound like Lil wayne "Belee Dat" she said again as we both laughed.....

The Affair 7

WAFFLE HOUSE! yeaaa Buddy, you see i went to the club with all my friends but like i said before i only hang with one REAL TUFF (YO CANT HAVE TO MANY BITCHES IN YA PERSONAL LIFE) n.e who, me and my best home girl, lets just call her "Monay" well you see me and my girl decided to not go home and stop by waffle house! well the waffle house on our side of town was sure to be packed so instead we decided to drive to Covington High way and eat at the waffle house there because ATL's popular club "PrimeTime" had just let out, me nd Monay where tight i mean every since our middle school days, we arrived at Waffle House and sure enough it was packed, we walked in and got our seats i had planned on getting me a "All Star" nd my girl Monay ordered sum toast and water i mean she didnt really have an appetite she was a little tipsy which was her damn fault cause i was bout to get my eat on. "Girl Nyree was textn me in the club" i told Monay, ha ha ha she laughed, (Bitch i knew dat pussy nigga was gone call yo mufuckn ass she said in her Southern Dialect, lol my friend was so hood and country and i loved every minute of it i mean she never fully said all her words lol. well watcha gone do shawdy i mean bra fine as hell and he seemed upset HAve yall HUNCHEd yet she said laughing hard. I looked at Monay and looked away. BITCH YOU NASTY AS HELL YOU DIDNT EVEN TELL ME YOU HUNCHED DAT FINE ASS NIGGA she said aloud, "Ladies you need to keep it down the waffle house clerk said to us" BITCH WE CAN TALK LOUD AS WE WANT HELL DIS AINT NO DAMN QUIET PLACE, HURR UP WITH MY FUCKN TOAST DAS WAT U DO, SHUSHIN ME AND SHIT SHE CRAZY AS HELL Monay said" i was so embarrassed because you see Monay was a fire Cracker a real “Bad Ass” and would pop off anytime, all 5ft4 of her would pop off! lol Yea chile i "HUNCHED" Nyree i told my friend laughn aloud, i told her all the details and she hung on my every word laughing asking a million questions, which was cool with me because i mean she was my girl. our convo was interrupted by our waitress bringing us our food to the table, MOnay and our waitress exchanged BITCH WAT U WANNA DO stares, i just laughed to myself because i knew Monay was ready to pop off, she still had that Goose in her system so i knew she was ready. Buzz Buzz, my sidekick went off, i turned to look and it was Nyree, (Where U At MA) he asked, i didnt respond i mean i was pissed he had that Big Booty Red Cockeyed bitch all in his lap Sippin Moet Like She was Trina or sum fuckn body!... I know I Know i shouldnt be jealous but who asked yall ass! lol about 10 mins had gone by and Buzz Buzz again it was Nyree again, (Yo Answer My Text Before I Act Up MA Real Shit).....You better tex his Mufuckn ass back my friend said, I texed back (whats up) i mean i was still upset hell. (where You at) Nyree Texed Me. (Waffle House)...(Im Cumin Threw) He Said, I responded with (Im on Covington Highway Not the one on our side of town)...Ring Ring My t-Mobile ring tone went off, Hello i said dryly (WHy u way on the eastside ma) Nyree asked. I just came out here with the homie thats all i said to Nyree. (Imma fuck u up when i see u Nyree Said with a chuckle) Awww he was jealous i said to myself, (dig ma cum threw tonight i wanna get at u on sum face to face shit he said) i obliged and said i was gonna head his way once i left waffle house. LEts just fast forward, me and Monay parted ways we arrived at her loft I walked her to the door and hugged her i mean we always walked each other to the door, when we where younger we thought we where Gutter chicks we would walk each other to the door do our gutter hand shake kiss each others cheeks and salute and walk off, i mean it sounds stupid but we did that since 7th grade lol. i got into my car and proceeded to go to Nyree's. i made the 20 minute ride to Nyree's house i began to think about that Red Bitch and was heated i was good at hiding my feelings but hell i was LIGHTWEIGHT mad. i pulled up to Nyree and to my surprise he was outside of his home waiting on my arrival, i got ready to get out of my car but before i did i reached in my back seat and grabbed my WalMart house slippers, my feet where hurting. i climbed out the car and walked towards Nyree. Neither one of us said a word, i mean i wanted to punch his fine self in the face. he walked towards me and i froze, You like to be all up on niggas in the club and shit huh he asked, i was totally offended by his word choice. I can do what the fuck i want i said to Nyree, Nyree was now standing directly in my face, i mean he backed me into his truck and Said NO THE FUCK YOU CANT he said gripping my cheeks in his hands, he was squeezing my mouth hard as hell i mean i was a little afraid. I pushed Nyree away What about that funky red chick you had all in your lap. Nyree was amazed at my fight-he said Look i have to remain me so no one would suspect, i always haves some hoe in VIP when im in the club, You cant be all up on some nigga in the club. Why the fuck not Nyree? i asked furious. BeCAUSe YOU GOT A NIGGA MA! YOU CANT ACT OUT OF CHARACTER! it seemed like you was single the way u was on that nigga at the bar he said calmly. He HAd a point, damn i was slippin allowing my feelings to get the best of me. Nyree hugged me tight and kissed me gently on my neck, MA we gotta get up dis week he said, i was perplexed because i wanted to "GET UP" right then and there. Nyree Are u coming inside a female voice said aloud, i looked around Nyrees truck to notice the same Red Bone bitch from the club was standing in Nyree's door way demanding attention. I WAS READY TO FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!! Nyree stared me in my eyes and answered her question with out breaking eye contact with me. Give Me 5Mins Ma. Damn Nyree U Still Mr Dickem Down I said trying not to sound hurt. he chuckled-Imma be me ma, until u ready to make that change and be apart of my life imma keep fuckn hoes poppn bottles and gettin to the money he said dryly. Oh really Das A Bet, I mean i think its best we just stop what where doing anyway i mean its been fun but you got yo life and so do I so lets stop playing and end this now i told Nyree, I didnt mean any of the shit i was saying but i was hurt as fuck. Nyree looked at me with HURt in his eyes he looked as if I was 2.2 seconds away from getting slapped down! Shid Thats fine with me i got hoes and just like that Nyree walked off, i was hurt he was so cold and it was so easy for him to say that to me. Everything hit me at once, The Thought of my cheating boyfriend, My unborn seed, the thought of Nyree really leaving, i mean them drinks at the club where still in my system so i was SO EMOTIONAL, my chest tightened and i proceeded to walk to my car, i tried to quicken my pace but it didnt help i began to cry, cry hard, the emotions nd liquor made me so SAD-Depressed, the one good thing that happened to me was suddenly gone! Nyree must have herd me crying because he came after me. Im sorry he said. it was to late once the tears fell it was know stopping them, Nyree was there but that wasnt enough i was emotionally drained! Why does my life have to be like this i said aloud, as i cried harder and harder. Nobody loves me i feel so alone, and thats when he said it....Your not alone ma I love you he said,I cried so much harder when he said those words because i knew all to well that those words meant nothing. i climbed into my car paying Nyree no mind, as far as i was concerned we where threw, MA i love you talk to me he said as i proceeded to start my engine, i was to far gone my mind racing heart rate running rapidly. Ma you just gone leave a nigga like that without saying shit Nyree yelled see that’s why I say fuck you bitches because a nigga tell u how they feel and your driving off from me Ill have the bitch leave ma DAMN. I Just drove Away With A Broken Heart And Hurt Feelings-FINE BITCH GO RUN HOME AND PLAY WIFEY TO YO ABSENT ASS HUSBAND!!!!! Nyree was right no matter how he put it i was going home to an empty apartment. JUST LIKE THAT ME nd Nyree Where Threw!!!!!!! At least that is what i thought! *DrkSkinDntCare*