I left the club and headed back to Monays home, I was mad- but then my mad rage went down and it turned into sadness I cried and cried, even though I was wrong in some peoples eyes for cheating on Nyree with a girl. I played back everything in my mind, I remembered when I first started dancing Exclusive in the club how she got my attention by whispering to her dance friends how she liked me and pointing at me and always coming over to me asking me could she dance for me. Exclusive was good at what she did she had me caught up with her and this Bullshit gay lifestyle I thought it was something I wanted, I cried and thought about how if I never would of met Exclusive I would have never known her and Nyree where an item it wouldn’t have even mattered if I did because I didn’t know Exclusive. Nyree never told me he had a ex girl friend he never even mentioned anything, I thought back to when me nd my Ex where together and my Ex sent me to Nyree to pick up some money, I remembered seeing a female sitting in the front seat of Nyrees car she handed me the money and we said bye, now that I was thinking about it it was EXCLUSIVE. Damn that was crazy I never even thought about it being her I felt so damn dumb. We had arrived at Monays house and I got out the car my friend asked me was I okay and I told her yes I still cried a little but it wasn’t sobbing, she told me to stay with her that night and I agreed. I didnt want to go home I wanted to be with my friend so we could decide on things that needed to be done. I walked inside Monays house and sat on the couch, my face was throbbing with pain and so were my fists. When my adrenalin went down the pain came and I didn’t like it one bit. My phone began to ring first it was Exclusive she called and called left messages and text me I had know plan of hitting her back. I just knew that if I saw her at Miami on Friday I was going to Kick her ass! My phone began to ring again and this time it was Nyree. I didn’t answer he called again. Answer the phone Monay told me, why should I I asked, because he really didn’t do anything wrong I mean u cheated and the girl was his ex you didn’t know and he probably didn’t think you would ever be messed up with that girl. Damn Monay was right If I never would have cheated on Nyree with that Bitch we would not be in this situation. I thought about everything Monay was telling me and I answered the phone. Nyree jus sat silently on the phone, the silence let me know that he knew exactly what had happened. Why u call me and be silent I asked Nyree, I don’t know what to say he said with a shaky voice. I was so upset but I felt like Nyree allowed me to mess with this girl and said nothing about it. I didn’t know his motives but I didn’t care at this point I loved him but I no longer wanted to be with him. I told Nyree it was best we went our separate ways. He didn’t take me telling him that in a nice way. MAN WHERE ARE YOU Nyree yelled into the phone. I told him not to worry about me, Go check on your girl Exclusive she needs help the way I wooped her ass I bragged. Honestly I didn’t know anything about fighting but I knew I went to work on Exclusive. Nyree told me he could bet I was at Monays house and I told him I was and that I had to go. He didn’t like that I was brushing him off he warned me that if I didn’t come to my senses and allow him to explain he was out, WAT THE FUCK U MEAN U OUT I yelled. Damn it we are beyond this he yelled back at me, you seem as if you want me out of your life he said calmly into the phone. You just remember that this petty shit gone fuck us up and you allowed it he said. I was silent, baby do u want me out of your life he said sounding shaky, I said nothing he told me if I hung up without an answer we where threw. I hung up the phone not caring what Nyree was saying. I thought about calling back because I didn’t want us to be over but my anger was controlling me. Man give the nigga a chance Monay said to me I was upset I wasn’t trying to be with Nyree right then my anger and emotions had me all over the place. Sleep on it tonight and if you still feel the same in the morning end it Monay told me. She had a point I got up and headed to the bathroom, I closed da door behind me and locked it. Monay always kept a radio in her bathroom so I turned it on loud to drown out my crying and I climbed into the shower. She had a old school CD in her CD player. Tanks- Maybe I Deserve played as I turned on the radio, that made me cry I ran the shower and laid down in the tub, I allowed the hot water to hit my breast and stomach I watched as my stomach clinched hard every time I cried. I repeated to myself Maybe I deserved because I was OUT OF LINE. I thought about how I was with my Ex and I left him for his Best friend. Although my ex treated me horribly I still was wrong, I hurt Nyree by sleeping with a girl, I hurt Exclusive by dealing with her knowing I would never be with her. Maybe I fucking deserved this shit! I cried harder, who had I become….Knock Knock you ok friend I heard Monay say threw the door, my thoughts where interrupted. Yes im ok just trying to get it all out. The next song came on the radio and it was Gyptian- I Can Feel Your Pain. No matter how I felt inside this song always raised my spirits, I knew I didn’t want it to be over with Nyree I new I loved him I new this could be something we could get past I needed him more then ever now. I got my composure and bathed myself dried off and prepared to sleep. The next morning I awoke to a loud banging on Monays door, I looked around but Monay was know where to be found. Who is it I screamed aggravated by the damn banging. It was Monay, Damn bitch don’t get aggravated when someone knocks on my fucking door she yelled at me. Thought you was da damn police gal I said opening the door. I locked myself out she yelled with a attitude. Ewww stank face I said laughing pokeing her in her cheek. We both laughed. I told her I was going to get ready to head home because I had to face Nyree. We parted ways soon after I headed back to my home in silence. Nyree hadn’t texted me nor called my phone since I hung up on him, I arrived in my complex and I parked in my car, Nyree’s car was know where to be found I was kind of in shock because after every argument we had he would be at my house waiting on me to arrive. I climbed out of my car and headed into my apartment, I put the key in the door and turned. I prayed Nyree would be sitting inside I pushed the door open and the apartment was empty. I walked into the kitchen and there was no Nyree, I walked into the bathroom there was no Nyree I went inside my bedroom and there was nothing. I looked around my bedroom and I noticed all of Nyree’s belonging where gone. I dropped to my knees and cried hard. There was nothing of Nyrees in my apartment. Everything was gone from my apartment, from his clothes to his Heineken he left in the refrigerator. I cried I knew it was over, I was immediately HEATED I thought about Exclusives roll in this Drama and I promised myself I would be in Club Miami Friday night to Woop That TRICK!
Friday, November 20, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
The Affair 22
I Got onto the free way heading to Lenox mall, i took the drive and circled the parking lot. I parked my car and climbed out. My thoughts went back to Monay the crazy thing was that we had been friends since middle school and she didnt lack loyalty, but the thing was i didnt think Monay was telling Nyree shit she was my girl and was always loyal but then again i hated the fact the thought of her telling him would devastate me. she knew all my deepest secrets we where best friends i mean we even knew things that would make people frown upon us. the deadliest thing isnt a enemy it is actually a so called friend who knows to much! i knew Monay could do me harm. i climbed out my car and walked into Macys i walked threw Macys and got into the main hall on level two of Lenox. i walked to the food court and met Shari down stairs at a popular pizza place. She walked up to me looking very very nice. she had on some black female dress slacks and a nice white collared shirt, Hey sexy she said giving me a hug-she smelled so good she smelled like Hugo Boss for women, and if u ever spelled that fragrance then you know damn well its strong and SEXY. its usually a mature smelling perfume. Shari and I took a walk to the tables i sat her down nd before i could speak she calmly asked me was Exclusive my girlfriend, honestly i was a bit annoyed because my mind was not on any type of bitch at the moment. Naw we just kick it i told Shari brushing off her comment. Friends huh she asked me, seemed like you 2 are more then friends i mean the way she sucked down that drink i brought YOU she said laughing off her jealousy. Ohhh so u still mad about that huh i asked touching her arm across the table. Not at all she said LIEING! How old are u she asked me, ole enough i tld her, i clearly knew she was asking me my age because she was older. she told me she was 26 i was kinda surprised because she didnt look a day over 23. she looked nice. we sat there and we talked a bit more, we had a good conversation but i wasnt really feeling her i had things on my mind so i couldnt completely take her in. she was gorgeous but I didn’t know if she was sumone that could get any kind of attention from me. i was told females always flocked to her and she could choose her girls but with me she could never chose me because even though Exclusive was full of drama she still was bad as hell....me and Shari spent her lunch break getting to know one another, we didnt really talk much about lesbain things we talked about life her conversation was very mature and i liked that we finished our food and we parted ways i told her id give her call soon, we hugged and she told me this before i left, "Watch Exclusive baby girl she can be very very possessive nd possibly harmful" i laughed at her because i kinda already had those thoughts i told her alright but i knew that i should take her warning because if it wasnt Monay talking it deff was Exclusive. lets fast forward, I called Monay and we made up we talked about our differences and we decided to go to Onyx that Tuesday night. i packed a bag and headed to Monays Apt me and Nyree had been a bit shakey so we werent spending time together much. i arrived at Monays house and i waked inside her and her friend Star where sitting on the couch watching tv. Monay and her where whispering.Why yall whispering i said to Monay, Tell her Monay said to Star, Tell me what i said sitting down on Monays couch... Well Gal check dis shit here out look i work at the Onyx on Tuesdays and shit right Star said with her deep Southern accent, well this red bitch dere named Exclusive who i know you fuck with was arguing with your dude Nyree, i perked up and i said.. well he was ruffin her up and shit and he was asking her why she was fucking up a good thing. you see Nyree & Exclusive use to be together hell they use to be married damn near, but he left her because she started dancing. My heart dropped Star had all my attention, and how do you know all this i asked her getting mad- because i asked her what was the altercation with that dude all about, and she sat me down in back and cried she told me that she hated the fact that Nyree was with this new girl and that she missed him and shit she said she was fucking with his girl (you) to get back at Nyree and Nyree use to say he hated the fact that Exclusive liked both boys and girls. Exclusive was yelling about the fact that he knew you and her was fucking and he didnt care she was hollerin about what made you so different. I WAS FURIOUS!!!! i wanted to beat the brakes off that BITCH Exclusive how dare she be so fucking EVIL! she pursued me and watched me and it was all for a REASON. i wanted Nyree's head and Exclusives and i planned on cursing his ass out and WOOPING HER ASS! Star broke my thoughts she said but girl the shit gets cazier Exclusive said she was fucking with u to fuck up you nd Nyree but now she fucked around and fell in love with you. Star laughed you see them red bitches play with fire now she getting burned. And u telling me all this because i asked Star. Because real recognize real and i cant stand tht bitch she always tryna do shit on the cool Star yelled. Star was so hood- Star got up to leave, Im sorry i had to tell u this girl but i told Monay and she thought it was best i told you- this shit crazy momma listen if u confront that bitch you just tell her i said it cause im waiting for her to jump stupid. Star exited Monays Apt. Star clearly was jealous of Exclusive but i was sure her information was accurate it all made since. i should have know Monay wouldnt have done this she was my girl. I apologized to her i wanted to cry but the rage i felt wouldnt allow me to i was going to go in on Exclusive! you still trying to hit up the Onyx Monay said. FuckNright i told her angry as hell i wanted to deal with Exclusive first and then i was sure she would tell Nyree i was gone get both of them. We talked about are night and what we planned to do i was so upset but i had calmed down as the hours went by it was now 11pm and me and Monay had jus finished getting dressed and we where headed to Onyx, i prayed that i would keep my composure Monay told me to breathe and be cool because she wasnt worth it but fuck that i was angry. we arrived at Onyx and parked i had on a Ed hardy fit with matching Ed Hardy flats i never wore flats to the club but i actually wasnt in the mood to wear heels. me nd Monay walked into the club it was a normal Tuesday night and the ladies where getting paid. Monay and I sat down in back of the club trying to peep the scene, Monay wanted a drink. you want a drink she asked me, yea bring me something to drink, i sat at the table i had a few girls asked for dances I declined them all. I wasnt n the mood for any dances. Monay ordered a drink at the bar Hey hoe Exclusive said to Monay, Monay turned around to see it was Exclusive standing there Monay sucked her teeth and turned around. Sooo u cant speak Exclusive said to her, Naw u foul she said to Exclusive not turning to look at her, Exclusive laughed as if her nd Monay where playing like usual. Monay paid for the drinks nd headed back to me. Exclusive followed behind Monay- she looked at me and I didn’t even look her way. Here you go Monay said handing me my drink, Uhh u cant speak Exclusive said to me. Get the fuck out my face I told her without even looking at her. Exclusives feelings where hurt I knew they where I had never dissed her before and I knew she was sensitive, I hated that I was being mean because she looked so pretty but I was angry. Wat the fuck is your deal she said getting in my face-BACK THE FUCK UP Monay yelled, I waved her off I could handle my own. You foul bitch and you know it I told Exclusive calmly. What I do baby she said tears forming in her eyes, How u really know Nyree I asked her. Exclusive face turned cold she immediately started crying I wasn’t even feeling the tears, you a dirty bitch I told her I stood up and grabbed her arm u knew what you where doing Bitch I yelled loosing my cool the fact that she said nothing and just cried made me more furious at her fine ass. Im sorry I can explain she said YOU SORRY I yelled getting the bouncers attention Bitch fuck you I yelled, I let her arm go get the fuck on man I demanded Come here she said grabbing my hand and before i knew it I had thrown my whole drink in her face Exclusive swung and landed a slap across my face I punched her in her mouth and kept swinging until I got tired I was in no way a fighter but I knew my rage had wooped her ass Monay tried to break it up. Some of the dancers ran over towards us Monay Noticed them, Any one of yall jump in I promise ill bring that heat to you hoes she yelled and she WAS NOT PLAYING! I had lost my cool I landed punches all over Exclusive she just cried and tried to fight back but my rage over took me I had m hands around her neck and I was squeezing, the bouncer rushed to bounce my ass out of the club Exclusive was running after me yelling she was gone fuck me up once she saw me again, Bitch please we gone get u good belee that Monay yelled exiting the club with me I didn’t give a fuck. Once I was outside I broke down crying my emotions where every where Monay walked me to the car. I wasn’t done with Exclusive I was going to get her again Friday night at Miami… Nyree had no idea of the situation but I knew Exclusive would tell him. I wanted to fuck them both up. I was ready for whatever and so was Monay!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
The Affair 21
“New Message” is what i saw when i logged onto Downelink. Keyona and I had left the club and stopped by waffle house to eat. I pulled out my sidekick and logged onto My Downelink.com i had a few testimonials but i had 2 messages, one of the messages where from a random white chick.. DEY aint my type so i deleted the message lol the next one was from Shari!... Keyona look i said to my new home girl she grabbed my phone nd saw Shari had wrote me. she giggled and handed me back the phone, the message read, DAMN! i buy you a drink you give it away, i give u eye contact and you break it. whats good with you?...I laughed to myself cause i knew my skills worked i responded to her message saying :Idk What you talking about miss lady: i knew exactly what she was talking about but yet i wasnt going to admit it to her...Me and Keyona ate our food and left waffle house, we went back to my place got undressed and showered (Not Together nastys) we where both still awake and we sat on the couch and talked. i told her how much fun I had with her we talked about how i had played with Shari that night we laughed and laughed me and Keyona had become good friends. My phone kept buzzing and it was Exclusive she kept textn me trying to make it seem like she was worried about me being sick, i told her i was sick so i could leave the club without hesitation. i knew better Exclusive was just being nosey she wanted to know if i was fucking Keyona i wasnt stupid. i texted her back every time and she just kept asking me what i was doing. Exclusive was starting to get on my fucking nerves and i was seriously thinking about cutting her off. but i knew i couldn’t the way she ate me and how fine she was would allow me to put up with her shit. me and Keyona sat on my couch and we opened my Laptop and jumped on Downelink via computer and i logged on me and Keyona went into the chat room and chatted wit the fems we where having fun we even turned on the video chat so people could see who we where. That was the most fun we had, we where just being to KIDS. i had a new message and it was from Shari yet again. this time she softened up her message said (can u allow me to get to know u, im feeling your style and i love how u dont sweat females-heres my number hit me up) i took down Sharis number and i had every intention of using it just on my own time. i wanted Shari and i knew once i ran some game added a little jealousy and gave Exclusive my attention in the club- I knew Shari would want what she didnt have. i was put up on game about Shari i had done my research i was told she was a Sexi girl who had a good job in Lenox mall working for Louis Viton, she danced at club Miami for fun. Shari was use to females flocking to he because she was beautiful and she had that CASH and she was older Im talking 28 older! i knew she was that type thats just why i ignored her ass. Me nd Keyona went to sleep and Monday morning Keyona headed out she told me she had to come down more often and i agreed, she left my home and my weekend was over. Nyree’s Key opened the apartment and he walked in I hugged him and he hugged me and kissed me briefly, he walked straight to the room and said nothing, I thought nothing of it so I sat on he couch and logged onto my computer. Nyree walked out of the room “So you got your eye on a new bitch huh” I looked at him and smiled awwww you think I like Keyona well naw I don’t shes just my, before I could finish my sentence Nyree interjected. Yea I see you like girls more then u like dick, man I be damned you leave me for a bitch Nyree said with stillness in his eyes. Leave You I asked Nyree..wat you talkin… He shook his head “everything you do get backs to me” I figured he was lieing because Exclusive doesn’t talk to him and Monay was my girl she couldn’t be telling him. I started to think about how me and Monay weren’t really hanging like we use to and we barely talked. Nyree was yelling about the usual and what his ass didn’t know was he was starting to get on my fucking nerves also. I loved him but every other day he was bringing up some shit, I mean he even had to nerve to text me asking me when was the last time I saw my ex. Me and Keyona had a convo about Nyree and she asked me did I think he would cheat I never said he wouldn’t but I didn’t think he was. But his recent questioning behavior had me thinking. Nyree finished talking and snapped me out of my day dream and I told him I wasn’t leaving him and I wasn’t in love with bitches, if anything I was in love with the Lesbian Lifestyle but deff not the bitches lol. I sat Nyree down and I told him he was beginning to sound a little bit insecure and if he was going to bring something to my face about wat someone told him then he shld atleast tell me who the person was. Because if he was using someone I fucked with as a source that was foul. I decided that I was going to find out who was telling Nyree. My first thought was Monay although I didn’t want to believe it. I called Monay and asked her wat she was up to I wanted to go out for lunch she was acting weird as if she didn’t want to go. Me and Monay met up the next day at Waffle house, she didn’t hug me like usual we just sat down and ordered. Wats up with you girl Monay said to me seeming cool. I told her nothing and I got straight to the point. Girl somebody been running back telling Nyree everything I do and I was wondering who could it possibly be. Monay sat up straight “that’s so fucked up who you think telling him shit” she said looking me straight in my eyes. Either You or Exclusive I said bluntly. Me? She asked with a perplexed look, wat you mean me she said feeling offended. Well I mean I’ve only told you and Exclusive things about my other life so who else. Girl don’t fucking try to say we telling on you because I can speak for me I don’t talk to his ass unless im around you. I shrugged my shoulders “well it can only be one of the two” I said as I sipped my drink. You know wat you think you better then everybody and your ass got Nyree but you want to be around here dykeing with these hoes and being ungrateful. I stayed calm although my blood pressure was rising. STOP! I said to waving my hand as she was talking, so u have been telling Nyree I said slickly. How da fuck can me giving my opinion mean I told him anything? Idk I didn’t ask for your opinion but you gave it and got really mad. I was fucking wit Monay because she was the type of bitch who wanted drama she couldn’t handle when a female was calm it always made her feel like she was being played with. Bitch get yo mind right before I -BEFORE YOU WHAT MONAY I asked her, I wasn’t the pop off type but I promise I woulda cut her ass from ear to ear. I looked at her with all seriousness in my face, I had a feeling Monay was telling Nyree shit because she was angry nut I couldn’t prove it, but what I didn’t know was why? And what did he do or say for her so she would give him information. Monay wasn’t the type to just volunteer information she usually had a price. You know what you need to leave them dykes alone and be with yo nigga before somebody else snatch him up. Like who? Like you Monay? I asked her she was furious! bitch you got some nerve I promise you don’t want it with me friend or no friend. Well Moany if Nyree gone cheat he gone cheat if he wants to rather im loyal or fucking around. I stood up to leave I had lost my appetite- u better pray to god you not the one delivering messages to Nyree cause id hate to fuck u up I said with a calm tone. Bitch please i don’t see you or anyone else Monay said standing up looking me dead in my eyes. I laughed you should cause for every bad bitch theres a BADDER ONE…. Just like that I walked off, I wanted to cry because I loved her but Loyalty goes along way Something bitches lack because Friends always ENVY friends…before I exited Waffle House I told Monay she could have Nyree because I was leaving him for Exclusive. I was lieing I just really needed the proof that she was running back telling Nyree shit. I don’t fuckn want his ass das yo nigga hoe she said and we parted ways. I opened my phone and dialed Sharis number, Hello she said with a low tone, Hi Shari its Me….Ohhh Hi “ME” she said, look im at work I go on break in a hour how bout I call u back she said quickly. Ok cool well how about we eat for lunch I asked her, sounds great she said. I work in Louis Viton in Lenox Mall meat me here ok, Ok I said as we ended our call.I knew where she worked so the date was set, I knew more then I should have known actually.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
The Affair 20
Downelink.com!!!!!!! The worlds biggest Urban Gay & Lesbian site. I was addicted, on the site I went by the name “UniqueK” the website had chat rooms, private chats and forums. Forums where what I was addicted to- Forums where something that a member would post a topic and who ever wanted to comment could. I posted several Forums- the forum that mostly got me Friends was the one I posted about my nd Nyree. See in the gay community “DICK DYKEING” was frowned upon. Dick Dykeing usually meant being Bi-Sexual. I mean I wasn’t disgusted by Dick Dykeing because i guess I was a dick Dyke- I loved Nyree but I also liked bitches. My forum topic was “Loving Females But Love Him More’” the forum was up for about 3 hours and I was already hit with 42 comments. The Fems (Lesbians in Female clothes) they saw nothing wrong with bi-sexuality because most of the times fems where bisexual. NOW the STUDS (Girl who dressed like men) where totally against it. Welll some of them where not all. I had been on the site for about 4 days now and I had already accumulated 1000 friends. I was into the site, me and Keyona had become fast friends, she had Downelink so we communicated threw the website more then Texting, me and her had had a little moment in Orlando but we where better off as friends because we clicked. Whenever I posted a Forum she was there to comment and vice versa, we went in the chat rooms together and had a blast- we sent Testimonials like crazy (testimonial is what MySpace calls comments). I had it popping on Downelink, a lot of fems where attracted to me because I wasn’t attracted to studs in any way. Exclusive and her Markee sisters had pages themselves, Exclusive and me where continually arguing about who was writing on my page. Exclusive had promised she would change her attitude in Orlando but she lied. My baby was always jealous and she wasn’t afraid to voice her opinion, she hated that me and Keyona where so cool. She made it clear that she didn’t want us so close she was just jealous me and Keyona gave one another so much attention VIA Downelink. Her temper was cute but I assured her if she swung on someone again id leave her ass alone. FAST FORWARD 2 days I was sitting on my living room couch alone it was a Friday and I decided to get online, I logged on to Downelink and there she was! “Shari”!!! WELL DAMN! Shari added me as a friend and her friend request said (I saw You once in Club Miami With Exclusive I hope we can be friends) Something told me NOT to add her but yet I did. I clicked on Shari’s page and explored, I read her about me section and went threw her pictures she was sexy. She was African American and Thai…BEAUTIFUL! Her bronze skin and long hair where amazing she had Chinese slanted eyes that where light brown and her eyelashes where extremely long. I was too into her appearance she was petite not as thick as Exclusive but in no way Skinny her looks made up for any flaw she had. I saw on a flyer that she had on her page that she would be performing at club Miami on Sunday. Club Miami had lesbian ladies night on Fridays and heterosexual night on Saturdays and Gay Performances on Sundays hosted by V103 Radio personality “Miss Sophia” I had never been there on Sundays but I decided I was going to see her in action this Sunday. I added her as a friend and even thought I was attracted to her I didn’t write her or write her a testimonial thanking hr for the add. Lol I had to let her come to me I don’t chase bitches PERIOD! Call me cocky but girls love when you ignore they ass makes the game more fun. I logged off the computer and prepared to fix me some food. Nyree was out playing ball a center Court with his boys and I was cool with that. I fixed me some Ramen noodles added ham and sat on the couch and watched tv. My mind started to wonder back to Nyree and how he knew the details about me and Exclusive. I brushed it off but it was actually bothering more ten it should have been. Buzz Buzz my phone went off, it was Keyona she texted me and said her and she was coming to Atlanta and she wanted to hook up and go out on Sunday, that was perfect for me I told her about club Miami and that to hit me up when she got in town on Saturday. The rest of my week was WACK so we can just skip that and go to SATURDAY! Hey hey its my blog and I do what I wanna!!!!-lol…Keyona arrived in Atlanta around 6:30 pm Saturday we where like to kids cause even doe we had known one another for a short while we where like ace boon coons. Hey girl I said to Keyona as she got out of her car. Hey chile that drive wasn’t that bad Keyona said hugging me then taking a stretch. We both laughed then walked into my house, Keyona had arrived fast as hell the two hour drive from Macon to Atlanta seemed like a 30 minute trip. Keyona and I went inside my apartment and Nyree was sitting on the couch I introduced him to Keyona I walked Keyona to my bedroom to drop off her bags when she grabbed my arm..GIRLLL he fine as hell she said to me, we both laughed like middle schoolers because Nyree was fine…Nyree called for me to come here and me nd Keyona walked into the living room to see what he wanted. Nyree hugged me and kissed me with his tongue, I got aroused He whispered in my ear to have fun this weekend and No CARPET MUNCHING without him watching. We laughed hard and I hit him in his arm so Stupid I said laughing at Nyree. I kissed him some more and Keyona said ewwww laughing at me and Nyrees affection. He laughed and blamed me. Hell I was horny now I asked Nyree to come to the room real fast and he did. I closed our bedroom door behind him and pushed him up against the wall No No baby your friend out there Nyree said but not stopping me. Fuck her I told him savagely pulling his basketball shorts down I pulled down my jeans and bent over in front of him Nyree went to work on me as usual, I moaned and me and Nyree laughed he told me to shet up and I just laughed. We had a quickie and we both came Nyree went into the bathroom washed up kissed me again and headed out, nice meeting you Nyree told Keyona. Mmhmm u too Keyona said laughing. That was all her Nyree said pointing at me. We all just laughed and Nyree was gone. Me nd Keyona talked and talked she told me about her life in Macon and we just had a blast. I called Monay and asked her was she interested in coming out Sunday with us she declined “These crackes got me working a double this weekend she said” lol is all I did when she complained. Me and Keyona decided to go down town and site see Saturday night we didn’t really want to club so I just took her Down town to the strip and we just chilled. Visited Atlantic Station and that was about it. I liked Chillin with Keyona because she was cool and we got along good. Sunday came and the afternoon went by we went to Justins (a popular restaurant in Atlanta) we ate good I mean we where so full we couldn’t move. We stopped by Lenox mall and picked up some outfits for Friday night I went into Macys got me a sexy Christian Adugier dress because I had to look flyy for Shari. Keyona just picked her up some shoes to match her dress she brought from home. Sunday night came and me and Keyona showered and was getting dressed we both where in my bathroom mirror trying to put our makeup on lol. I had the radio blasting we where in the mirror singing Khias song Look Back At it… we Shook our butts like there was no tomorrow…Look Look at what I can do Keyona said making her butt jump. We just laughed I dropped it to the floor and bounced my ass and we just laughed and laughed she was too cool for school. We headed to the club I had on a Baby Blue C.A dress with Sum Gold Platform heels gold earrings and gold necklace I was fly. Keyona wore a Black Dress with the back out and sum lack heels with silver jewelry..We looked fly. We walked into the club and the first person I saw was Shari standing by the stage, There go old girl Keyona said..I see her I told Keyona..DAMN she bad I said to myself. I walked to the bar and ordered two BlueMotherfuckers for me and Keyona we downed the drinks and hit the dance floor me and Keyona was in our own world I never danced in the club but me and Keyona was wildin. I was dancing when Exclusive grabbed my hand I turned around to see her ass and I was happy she was there I kissed her in her Mouth as usual and Shari was watching. I knew I had to make Shari want what she thought Exclusive had. I hugged Exclusive and grabbed her ass..Baby you didn’t tell me you where coming here tonight Exclusive said. Was I suppose to I asked Exclusive? She looked at my with evil eyes once she realized I was with Keyona. I read her mind and told her we where just friends and she better not start no shit tonight. She laughed and said she wasn’t. I knew Shari was watchn I grabbed Exclusive and kissed her passionately I told her I missed her (Clearly all for show) Exclusive missed me too she was into me hard! I danced with her for a few and then I gave her a 100 dollar bill and told her to buy herself a drink. She did as she was told and brought back my change. The show had started so me Keyona and Exclusive found a seat I sat right where Shari could see me I sat Exclusive on my lap. while Exclusive was drinking her drink I would whisper nasty shit in her ear just so she could giggle. Shari was watching us hard but I was watching her 2- she was looking at me and Exclusive so hard she didn’t notice I was playing her. I stroked Exclusives face and kissed her neck and ear during the show. One of the Markee girls went on stage so Exclusive rushed the stage to tip her sister. The waiter brought me a drink saying some one sent it to me. I knew who it was from and I looked at Shari and smiled she looked away. When Exclusive came back over to me I gave her the drink Shari brought for me. Shari was hot and I knew it she stormed to the back of the club into the dressing room. OOhh U bad Keyona said noticing what I had I just done to Shari. I know man but it isn’t easy if you wont me I told Keyona. Exclusive was all into her drink so she paid us no mind. I told Keyona that when Shari went on stage we where leaving. She asked why and I told her because. Shari walked onstage and Beyonces song speechless played she mouthed the words and when I knew she was staring at me I Yawned. “So Disrespectful” I knew I was making Shari uneasy. Keyona laughed and we got up to leave I told Exclusive bye and made an excuse saying I wasn’t feeling well. I kissed her and like that me and Keyona where gone. Shari watched me exit the club. I knew I could have her and I knew my behavior had gotten to her….. (Might As well Call Me Gucci Man Cause With These Hoes) Imma Dog Imma Dog Imma Dog Imma Dog! lol
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
The Affair 19
Nyree walked me inside the apartment and slammed the door behind him, Whats Good Ma Nyree said calmly.. What u mean whats good Nyree aint nothing good i said to him mad as fuck. DONT FUCKIN LIE TO ME HE YELLED. i was headed to the door to try to leave when he grabbed me again you aint leavin until we talk he demanded. i swung at Nyree demanding he let me leave, i knew it was wrong but fuck that by this time i was deep into my feelings and scared the punch i threw landed dead in Nyrees face, Nyree grabbed me and picked me up above his head and let me go i hit the floor, i started to cry i was crying because i knew i was wrong not because of Nyree. i got up to my feet and headed out the door. Nyree walked after me nd before i could open the door he apologized for his actions i honestly new this issue was because of me. i turned to him and i told him i was sorry. You dont understand Nyree i yelled, What? What dont i understand he asked me perplexed. Im attracted to a woman hell she woke something up inside me. Nyree just listened i explained everything to him from the way she danced for me at the club-to how she kissed my clit in Orlando to how she over reacted because of a female dancing on me. he asked me what had i done with her and i told him everything i told him how i beat her down with a strap and how she tasted me and i loved it. NOW instead of Nyree being disgusted he was the opposite i noticed that he was asking more and more questions about how we sexed and he wanted to know details such as how it felt how hard did i cum. when i finally realized that Nyree really was interested in my convo i just laughed aloud. Nyree also laughed because he knew damn well he was TURNED on. for some reason all the negative energy was gone. Nyree came close to me and i knew exactly what was about to happen. Niggas never stay mad when pussys involved. Nyree took my by my hand and took me into the bedroom, Nyree laid on the floor nd told me to strip, i wasted no time i go butt ass NAKED Nyree sat me on his face, i was so surprised because Nyree was so good at tasting me but i had never been on his face before he sucked my clit until i was fully aroused i begin to get into the head i was loosing control i grinded my vagina into his mouth i began to shake i took a hand full of his locks and pushed all of my pussy into his mouth. the nut was too big and good! mmmmm although the nut was amazing it did not compare to Exclusives head. damn that girl could do what she did well! i got up from Nyree's face and sat on the bed, he told me to stand my dyke ass up and i did but even though he was talking shit i was turned on by his shit talking. Nyree's dick was at attention he picked me up and slid inside me..OUCH OUCH i yelled this was the first time i had been picked up and it was to deep into my stomach for me to like it. Nyree paid me know mind he just slammed his dick inside me i grabbed his dreads and pulled-damn the pain was becoming PLEASURE Nyree's dick hit spots i didnt know i had he bounced me on his dick like it was nothing. i cried out in pleasure. I see imma have to stop being gentle with u cause u wont act right Nyree said to me.. i just moaned as he pumped and pumped. I bet that bitch dont do you like this he told me quickening his pace, i screamed out in pleasure Ohh Nyree i said between pumps. Yea u right he said fucking me hard and deep.I could feel the nut coming and i just took deep breaths..Damn im cumin Nyree said i made sure came before him. Shit Nyree said as he began to nut “BANG” I hit the floor Nyree ass had dropped me on the MUTHAFUCKN floor lol..We laughed and laughed about the situation. Nyree and i showered and fixed some food we cleared up our differences and we where back normal. Nyree told me he was ok with my female excursions. he said as long as i didnt leave him for a female he was okay with it. i told him ok but there was a catch Nyree said i had to tell him all the details f my escapades. My baby was cool with it. I loved him more because of that but i knew that he wasnt really cool with it so i made sure i just kept certain things from him. me and Nyree climbed in bed and my phone rung i looked at the phone and it said "MONAY" i didnt answer because i knew she was gone curse my ass out from A to Z for standing her up. Exclusive texted me and asked was i cool and i said yea. I didnt mention to Nyree that i kinda had feelings for Exclusive because i felt like if a man didnt care if i was with another female why would he go all the way to Club Onyx to scare Exclusive. We laid in bed and as usual and Nyree fell asleep first like usual If I couldn’t sleep id go into the living room. I remember that sexy chocolate girl from the club and I texted her. Hey Keyona do you know who this is I texted her. (lol hmm well since I don’t know many people with a 404 area code I can only assume its you) she responded. (Right Right I said to her) I thought you’d never text me she said.(Why you think that boo) I said (I don’t know just didn’t she said) (well I did so what you doing) (On Downelink.com chatting she said) (What website is that) I asked her. (hmm you don’t have one she said) (No I dont boo should I I asked) (No not necessarily) she texted back. Well im going to check it out I told her. We texted a bit more and then the convo ended. I was curious so I grabbed my laptop and typed in downelink.com. its was a gay and lesbian site, I browsed the website and I was amazed at the pages I saw. I saw fem on fem relationships, stud on studs. I was immediately pulled into the site. I made a profile but all I could think about was that if I got into this site I was definitely going to be opening up another door to the Lesbian world. “FUCK IT” I made my page and even uploaded pictures. Immediately I jumped into the chat room and just like that I went from NO friends to 100 friends over night. I was addicted to this site. WOW!!!! I didn’t have a MySpace or FaceBook so I didn’t know how addicting the Social Network world was. I had a Downelink and all I wanted to do was to get more friends and chat. DAMN YET AGAIN I WAS Brought Deeper INTO THIS LESBIAN WORLD….
Sunday, October 25, 2009
The Affair 18 (Bitches NUTS)
Exclusive hit Keyona in her face like she was a nigga! Bitch how dare u disrespect me Exclusive yelled as she threw 2 more punches to Keyonas head, Bitch! Keyona said as she threw punches back at Exclusive landing a punch in between Exclusives eyes Exclusive lost her balance and Keyona lunged on the Floor at her, 2 of the Markee sisters saw what was happening and rushed to help Exclusive the MArkee girls went to work on Keyona- I stood there watching, i was embarrassed and i felt bad for Keyona security rushed over and grabbed the Markee girls and Keyona, Keyona was tossed out of the club but because Exclusive knew the owner she was aloud to stay in the club i looked at Exclusive mad as hell i swear if i wasnt so patient i probably would have choked the life out of her. Exclusive walked towards me smiling, she wrapped her hands around my waist to hug me and i was amazed at how cool her demeanor had turned i pushed Exclusive away from me nd i headed outside the club to see if Keyona was okay. Keyona was sitting outside trying to put her phone back together because during the fight her phone had hit the ground. Exclusive was standing at the door watching me talk to Keyona but she said nothing she just headed back inside. Hey ma i said to Keyona- she turned in my direction and sucked her teeth, Im sorry about that in there i told her. She ignored me nd i grabbed her phone nd helped her put it back together because she was having a hard time putting her BlackBerry back together. Man i swear dat bitch lucky i couldnt get to my razor in time she said angrily. i hugged her and told her to calm down, i mean i knew she was amped up because of the fight but i usually hugged Monay when she would fight and it calmed her down so I figured it would work with Keyona also, Keyona calmed down and i asked her was she riding with someone and she said yes her friends where in the club. i asked her did she want to go sit in the car and she said yes. I dont know why my friend swung on you i told her as we sat in the car. I do i mean look at you ma u are sexy as hell she said laughing and damn yall just friends? Id hate to see you two in a relationship. They really went to work on me she said looking in the mirror at her face. Yea but u handled your own i told her. We laughed and chatted for a few, where are you from she asked me Clarkston Ga i told her. she laughed and told me she was from Tennessee and said that was odd. i asked her how and she said "because I just moved to Macon Ga” I smiled and said well maybe we need to become friends with a slick smile she agreed, we exchanged numbers and like that I had another chick on my team. The club was letting out and I knew it was best to get away from Keyona because of Exclusives new attitude. I hugged Keyona and made my way to the taxi, I climbed in with the Markee grls and I said nothing they where talking bout there night and all the fun they had and I just stared out the window thinking about Nyree and thinking of how did I get into this Lesbian life? I mean I loved Nyree but I was in to deep I couldn’t stop this now I was having fun. Exclusive was trying to get my attention and I just ignored her, she disgusted me with her behavior, I would have never pegged her as the type to show her ass like that. I guess people will fool u with games and good things before they show their true colors. We arrived at the hotel and I pulled out my phone and called Nyree, you not coming upstairs Exclusive asked me- I ignored her ass she was crazy if she thought I was giving her convo. Fine then be that way she said staggering off drunk. Hey baby Nyree answered with music blaring in the back ground, you having fun at the concert I asked him. Yea its live baby u know that. I smiled at Nyrees voice just the thought of him and his love for me made me at ease. I loved my baby and he loved me. I was doing bad stuff but I did love Nyree, baby we have so much to talk about when I get back tomorrow I told Nyree he laughed and said ok baby im sure we do I mean I know you hanging with them dykes now so what you wanna tell me you curious now, I laughed because he was a smart man. He laughed with me because he knew he had me pegged. Tomorrow we will talk I told him. Ha ha ha okay baby have a safe flight and don’t get turned out he said laughing. I hung up the phone and laughed because little did he know I had been turned ON to the life of homosexuality, I was wayyy past CURIOUS. I walked up stairs and headed to Exclusives room, I walked in and Exclusive lunged at me trying to fight. I was confused as hell why was she trying to fight me? This hoe was NUTS! What you doing girl I screamed as I held her down. She got a hold of her self and started screaming at me like I was her child, I turned to walk out of the room when she started crying. I swear Liquor and Emotions should not MIX! Exclusive was crying and I had a soft spot for her inside me so I grabbed hr and hugged her, she told me how she was usually the strong one in relationships with girls but something about me made her crazy. I told her it was okay to get in your feelings but if she acted out again I was going to have to leave her alone. She said she was sorry and she wouldn’t act up again and at the time I believed her because she was fine. But its Usually them Red Bone Sexy Girls who be NUTTS!!! We rested up and we enjoyed the rest of our weekend it was coo me nd Exclusive had a good time together and it was no more drama. The weekend had come to an end and we where back in Atlanta I went to Exclusives apartment and chilled for a while before I got back to my life. I talked with Exclusive and we laughed and talked about her episode at the club and we parted ways. I arrived home and walked inside to see my King sitting on the couch, his demeanor was cold not happy to see me. I didn’t know what was up but I knew he wasnt happy to see me. I walked past Nyree and headed straight to my room. I was uneasy so I decided to take a shower because I wanted to calm down. I walked to the bathroom and Nyree just sat on the couch. I walked into the bathroom and locked the door I ran the water and climbed in. I finished showering and dried off I walked out of the bathroom and Nyree was gone. I was uneasy but I thought nothing of it. I texted Nyree but no response. I figured something was wrong but I didn’t know what. I laid across the bed and drifted to sleep. Ring Ring Ring my phone sounded waking me out of my sleep. Hello I said with a groggy voice. YO WHAT THE FUCK YOU TELL NYREE ABOUT US EXCLUSIVES VOICE YELLED INTO THE PHONE. Nothing boo he just know we chilling nothing like that why, BECAUSE HE JUST RAN UP IN THE CLUB GRABBED ME AND WENT OFF TELLING ME IF I EVER CAME NEAR YOU AGAIN HE WOULD FUCK ME UP! I started to panic, what the hell he do that for omg I jumped up from the bed thinking maybe that’s why Nyree was mad earlier. Are u okay I asked Exclusive? HELL NO IM NOT OKAY SHE YELLED THAT NIGGA SHOOK ME UP HE GRABBED ME LIKE I WAS A MAN HE WAS SERIOUsLY UPSET AND I WAS WAITING FOR HIM TO PUNCH ME she said. Im so sorry about this baby I don’t know what to say I didn’t think he’d find out about us I mean it just happened I told him we was just friends. AINT NO TIME FOR ALL THAT WHAT IM MORE CONCERENED ABOUT IS YOU Exclusive said. ME! What you mean me? I yelled. I TOLD NYREE HE NEEDED TO GET MAD AT HIS GIRL AND NOT ME AND HE TOLD ME HE WAS GONE DEAL WITH YOU WHEN HE GOT HOME Exclusive told me. I panicked I ran to my front door and put the latch on I dead bolted it hell Nyree had a key so it was no use Dead bolting it but the latch was on the door. Look momma im scared he gone flip on you because he was very upset Exclusive said. I assured her id be fine and hung up, in reality I was scared as hell I had the shits I was so scared. I heard Nyree’s Key turning, I was froze on the couch he tried to open the door but the latch was on. He saw me sitting on the couch and calmly told me BABY OPEN THE DOOR LETS TALK, but the way he said those words made me more scared. He was to calm for someone who just snapped on Exclusive. Lets Talk tomorrow Nyree im not feeling to good I lied. Okay tomorrow is cool Nyree said. He walked away from the door and I was calm I locked the door and sat on the couch. I texted Exclusive and told her me nd Monay where going to meet her at the cub to talk.. I threw on a Juicy Couture’ track suit and headed outside my door to meet up with Monay, I opened my car door to get in when Nyree walked up behind me, where you going he asked me calmly, I was stuttering scared as hell to to to see Monay I lied, u sure you aint going to see your girl friend he asked. Fuck you I AINT GAY I told Nyree offended at his accusation. Lets go in the house he said calmly again, I was past scared his demeanor was scaring me, Naw I gotta meet Monay I told him trying to climb inside the car. He slammed the door BRING YO MUFUCKN ASS IN THE HOUSE NOW he yelled at me, I started to cry I was beyond scared at this point. You Got Me Fucked Up Nyree Yelled as he Dragged me by arm into my apartment… I just cried like a child I was too scared, Bitch shet dat cryin shit up Nyree said coldly u wasn’t crying when u was cheating with that stripper bitch! WTF how did he know that I thought I? (DAMN)
Saturday, October 24, 2009
The Affair 17
Thursday, October 22, 2009
The Affair 16 (Curiousity)
It Had Been 3 days and i hadn’t spoken to Exclusive at all, instead i focused more on my job and Nyree we where happy again but i wanted to feed this Curiosity. i needed so badly to feel Exclusive but i knew that i couldnt because i wasnt gay.. i played back in my mind what she said about us not being gay but at the same time i knew once i experienced a woman i was more den likely a bi-sexual or bi-curious. i couldnt fight the urge anymore so i texted Exclusive...(Good afternoon hun) i texted.... she immediately responded (Hi beautiful stranger).. i was happy she texted back. i didnt respond to her and she texted me back (what are u getting into tonight) i responded (nothing just chilling with Monay) (You should come to Club Miami Tonight)...She Said.(Wheres that at) i asked.. (Its on Buford Highway 285 North) she told me...(Its a girl on girl club huh)....She Responded (lol Yes Mam but its classy come threw tonight around 12am ill get you in free)....(Okay then ms pretty ill see if Monay wants to roll) I said.(Ok baby see you tonight and wear a something sexi for me) she said in her usual aggressive way. When me nd Exclusives convo was over i called Nyree and told him i was going out with Monay that night because I knew before i asked Monay her ass was going to be down, she was in Know way attracted to females but i knew her ass was ready to wild out Monay Had a LETS GET IT Mentality. Nyree told me ok and that he was going to stay at his place that night because he was going to go to a bar with his boys and that was cool... we told one another the usual I love You nd hung up. I was getting off from work i got into my car and called Monay.... WAT IT DO HOE Monay said, Look we going to club Miami tonight nd yes you coming with me i told my Best friend.. UHHH MIAMI U TALKN BOUT OVER DERE ON BUFORD HIGHWAY she asked me, Yea Thats it i told her.. She bust out laughing SOOOOO we Partyin with them Girls who like them girls huh she asked laughing.. Shed up i said Exclusive invited me so we in there.. BITCH who is we, she invited you but you kno im all in there cause dem dyke bitches love MONAY i need to get me one of dem stripers hell my car note due...We laughed hard as hell at her comment, i told her to be at my house around 12:30 and we'd make that drive to the club. i hopped on the highway and was headed home i wanted to get me sum Food from Checkers because i knew as soon as i hopped on 285 to go home id be n TRAFFIC for a cool little minute, i went to Checkers and got a meal i couldnt wait to taste those Fries...i got my food and headed home i arrived home about a HR later and wasted no time getting into the shower, i washed up pulled my hair back into a pony put on my BIG GIRL Drawers and a wife beater and sat on the couch, i turned on my TV and clicked on my lifetime favorite 'Reba" i watched the show and laughed at Barbra Jean, My Favorite character. i laid on the couch and drifted to sleep Exclusive was in my dream-we where dancing naked together. i was in deep sleep when my phone buzzed-(I hope to see you tonight Exclusive texted me) i smiled but then i realized i had been sleeping to long its was 10:37pm.. i was tripping.. i called Monay and told her i was getting ready- i asked her what she was wearing and we decided together we where going to wear jeans. I got dressed nd applied my makeup i wore a Christian Adugier outfit that Nyree purchased for me, the jeans fit me perfectly and the shirt was a low v-neck that showed my cleavage.. i spiral curled my Remy (Hair Weave) and by this time it was 11:50pm Monay arrived at my house about 12.:20 looking nice she had on her Ed hardy fit with some simple but elegant heels and some matching Jewlery. We climbed into my car and headed to the club ,I Lived on Moreland Ave so Buford highway was at least a 35 min drive w.o traffic, we arrived at the club and i texted Exclusive and she came outside. Club Miami was a nice club it had so many Attractive females in line waiting to get in- i guess i was sheltered because i didnt realize that many dykes lived in this area. Exclusive ran outside looking wonderful, She had on sum black tights with a black low cut shirt that showed off her big full breasts her frame looked so good. Exclusive had her hair flat ironed and it hung down past her shoulders her heels where Steve Madden and her manicured toes looked so good... Hey beautiful she said as she hugged me nd kissed my cheek, OMG she smelled too good...i was trippin her smell trapped me and i hugged her nd ran my hands down her back onto the top of her ass.. SHIT i caught myself nd pulled my hands back. Uhh You dnt see me Monay said to Exclusive. yea i see yo ass girl HEY! she said with an attitude, Monay & Exclusive always talked shit but they got along well. ME nd Monay followed Exclusive into the club by passing the entire line.. We walked in and it was live, packed with alot of females Studs (Females Who Dressed like me) nd Fems (females who dressed like a woman... Obviously people could tell me nd Monay were not from around there because peopled stared at us, Monay grabbed my hand- BITCH im With you she said as we laughed feeling violated by peoples eyes...we sat at the table Exclusive had in VIP, she introduced us to her family...Exclusive was a “Markee” you see The gay community sometimes formed family’s and usually had a mother nd father who usually where the people who started the family and then the rest of the family was sisters nd brothers Studs where the Brothers nd Fathers nd Fems Where the Sisters nd Mothers. Exclusive was a Markee- A Family full of only Fems Which was unusual because they all only dated Fems so basically fems on fems No studs or Men where involved in there family PERIOD. me nd Monay sat there getting to know Exclusives family. Exclusive walked over to me with a drink in hand and sat in my lap, she whispered in my ear and said if i was uncomfortable that she would get up. but i actually wasnt i was cool with her behavior. Monay talked to a few gurls and they convinced her to go to the bar, they came back with Drinks and once Monay had that goose in her system i new she would be on the dance floor. Me nd Exclusive sat there talking when The Dj said "This Song Is For Them bad Ass Markee Girls" The Girls in the Markee family Got Crunk There theme song was Lil Ru's Nasty Song! Exclusive jumped up and started dancing.. This HERE ANOTHER NASTY SONG Exclusive sang loud with the music i watched her every move, she danced and danced for me i watched and i was getting arouse.. MY INNER NIGGA was creeping up on me... Do That on me i told Exclusive... she straddled me and kept dancing.. she put her mouth by my ear "This Hear ANOTHER NASTY SONG I LOVE THE WAY SHE FREAK WIT NO PANTIES ON!!! she sang these words to me and i placed my hands on her ass.. Exclusive kissed me on the lips and i gripped her ass tighter... i kissed her for a while and at the point i was hooked. THE environment was right she was right and i wanted her to be mine. I kissed her neck and she moaned in my ear...YALL WE WAS GETTIN LOOSE IN THE CLUB...Exclusive was feeling me i cuffed her right breast in my hand and i popped out a tit and began to suck... Nobody watched us because in Club MIAMI Getting Loose as a Goose was normal behavior for the women...i slid my right hand inside Exclusives tights i played with her clit and she moaned i slid 2 fingers inside her OCEAN...Exclusive looked me in my eyes and road my fingers she moaned and i told her she was bad.. i wasnt a female anymore i turned into a nigga!!! i grabbed a hand full of Exclusives hair and pulled. She road and road until she SPLASHED IN MY HAND!!!!! Exclusive had turned something on inside me that i could not control...She grabbed my hand nd seductively sucked her cream off my finger....DAMN THIS BITCH HERE HAD ME HOOKED....Exclusive climbed off me nd went to the restroom to clean herself up.. we danced a little and around 4am i decided it was time to leave, i grabbed Monays drunk ass nd Exclusive helped me carry her to the car... BITCH WE COMIN HERE ERDAMN FRIDAY DESE HOES PARTY HARDY Monay said laughing as she climbed into the car I Don’t Where Tight Jeans Like The White Boys BUT I DO GET FUCKED UP LIKE THEM CRACKERS Monay yelled making up her own words to Plies nd Gucci Manes hit song Waisted..I Laughed hard and told her to shed up.. I hugged Exclusive and kissed her on the lips, i didnt even care that people saw SHE HAD DONE SOMETHING TO ME AND THATS WHEN THE "FuckWhatYouThink" Attitude was born...Exclusive was my bitch!
Skyy U Gotem Hooked...I Calls It CRACK BLOGGIN!!!!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
The Affair 15
Exclusive's number was in my hand and i was so confused i didnt know wat i was feeling but i knew every time i came to Onyx and saw Exclusive or had her dance for me my clit would dance around in my pants. i parked my car and just sat there for a minute i noticed that Nyree's truck was parked next to my mine so that meant he was in my apartment, i was slightly happy because i hated the lack of communication we had for 2 days but i was happy because he came back and it had only been 2 days. i got out of my car happy because baby was home i was horny and i needed Nyree, i put the key inside my door and unlocked it and entered. DAMN Nyree said to me as i walked in the apartment, he was eyeing me up and down i made a little twirl so daddy could get a better look of my body and the way the silk fit my frame. I walked to Nyree and he stood up, i missed u baby i said to Nyree as he looked me n my eyes, damn baby no bra he said as he looked at my nipples completely ignoring my statement (Just like a MAN)...no bra baby i said to Nyree, he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him he slid his hands down my back and onto my ass, i had on a thong so i knew he felt all ASS his penis started to rise and i was ready...i walked Nyree to the bed room and for some reason it seemed like i had never asked for space, we where back at our usual loving behavior. I layed Nyree on his back on the bed, i slid off his shirt and boxers i kissed his lips and neck, his shoulders and i licked around his nipples i slightly nibbled each nipple until he was erect, i allowed my tongue to run down his stomach and onto the head of his penis, i sucked his dick head gently until he was fully erect i spit on his dick nd got it wet, i took his whole penis into my mouth nd jacked his dick as i sucked, he let out a moan nd his creamy surprise burst all in my mouth nd i swallowed it all, something had cum over me i was a FREAK! Nyree was so turned on he picked me up nd laid me on the bed he pulled peeled my clothes off and aggressively pulled my legs open, Nyree loved to eat me nd i loved how he wasted no time tasting me. i was enjoying it until Exclusive popped into my head i imagined how she would smell i moaned because Nyree was hitting my spot, as he sucked my clit gently i moaned for Exclusive i imagined me grabbin her hair nd pushn it deep inside my vagina..the thoughts of Exclusive had me on edge i couldn’t handle it i yelled for Nyree to stop my mind was racing Exclusive was on my mind. The head was feeling so good but for all the wrong reasons....Nyree baby stop i yelled as i felt the cum rushing out of me Swallow me Exclusive swallow it all i thought to myself. DAMN! wtf was she doing to me i pushed Nyree's head off me nd i ran to the bathroom, Cum was rushing down my leg and Nyree just laughed he assumed i was so distraught because of him but actually Exclusive had me cuming not him i quickly turned on the shower and hopped in the shower the hot water stung me a my confused thoughts started 2 arouse me again i found myself rubbing my clit just like Exclusive had done in the club, Nyree came in the bathroom and climbed in the shower with me, he watched as I rubed my clit nd i allowed him to, i closed my eyes tightly until a orgasm came rushing out of me for the 2nd time. i laughed inside because men just assumed they ALWAYS MADE WOMEN FEEL GOOD! me nd Nyree showered each other and got cleaned up we laughed at our petty argument we had two days prior we got into our bed an laid down we where back loving one another i laid in Nyrees arms but could not sleep I laid awake for about 2hrs, Nyree was dead asleep i climbed out of bed and headed into the living room, I sat on the couch and went for my purse i opened the paper from Exclusive and put the number into my side kick. I sat there for a while and debated on should I text her. OH WELL.(Exclusive its me) i sent the message because???? Hell I dnt know because i was feeding my curiosity. (That was fast But I know who u are she responded) my heart raced i couldn’t think of wat to say back to her (lol well im happy you know who i am) i texted her back ashamed of my lack of Text game lol....(I want you) Exclusive texted me bluntly. My heart raced and i was in a panic i wanted her too but i knew it was wrong. (Im not gay honey sorry i texted back) (Neither am i) Exclusive responded...(hmm if you arent gay why do you want me) i asked Exclusive...(l just want you and im not ashamed that doesn’t make us gay just makes us want one another) Exclusive texted. Her aggressiveness had me on edge...(let me get to know you a little better) I responded...(Thats fair) she texed back...( I'll text you soon) i told her...(Okay Baby Dnt Make Us Wait To Long she said)..(Us?) I asked… (lol Yes Us, Me and She) I Knew Exactly what she was referring to. I placed my phone on the charger and headed back to bed. Was I Ready??? Damn Is All I can Say..You Know What They Say "CuriousityKilledTheCat" Was I Ready For Exclusive???
The Affair 14
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
The Affair 13 (Who Am I)
Me nd Nyree slept the night away and i awoke a little later then Nyree, i awoke the smell of Bacon,Eggs,Toast,nd Pancakes. i laid in the bed a little longer nd Nyree walked towards me with 2 plates in his hand. he told me he wanted me to rest all day and he was going to take care of me. we ate our food in silence and i ate all the food he cooked for me i was very hungry i downed my juice and handed Nyree my plate. i walked into my bathroom and climbed n the shower, i took a long shower and relaxed myself i washed my hair and brushed my teeth Nyree knocked on the door and asked me was everything ok because I had been in the bathroom for about a hour. I told him yes, i stood naked in the mirror i looked at my body and the tears began to form in my eyes, i ran my hand across my stomach and thought about the 2 kids i had already lost. i sobbed lowly but Nyree knew i wasnt ok, he walked in the bathroom and stood behind me with his arms around me hugging me, he whispered that he wasnt upset and that me and him would have several kids in the future, i looked on the bright side and i thought yea, i put on some of Nyree’s boxers and a wife beater and i walked back into my bedroom. i was full from the breakfast Nyree cooked and I just wanted to sleep more but i told my self i was going to tell Nyree who i was. Nyree laid next to me nd i looked him eyes and asked did he love me. he said yes, i took a deep breath here goes, Baby i was born to a woman who should have never been givin a child, my mother was a drunk and my father wasn’t around when i was young. I called all my Mothers boyfriends uncle and if they lasted long enough to move in they where “daddy” I had at least 7 daddies growing up lol my mother always chose them over me, when i was 7 my mothers boyfriend tried to sleep with me and when i did not do as i was told he beat me like i was a fucking grown man, THAT mutherfucka beat me for not putting my mouth on his penis. My mother took his side she told me that i needed to learn to be obedient, i told her what he tried to make me do and she didnt believe me she just beat me herself and told me i was a liar and that if I made her loose another man I was going to live on the street. I looked Nyree in his eyes and told him i hated my mother, i told him how i didnt speak to her at all.. when i was 17 i always wondered why my father wasnt around why he didnt love me i cried for my daddy at night when i was young, my mother would beat me because i looked like him, she told me she didnt love me i hated her but i hated myself also. My mother would tell me lies that if I was a good girl my daddy would come take me away but all my life he never came so I grew up thinking I was a bad child. i always use to see this guy that favored me in appearance, i saw him every Tuesday when i was n high school he was always on Glenwood road at the flea market. the last time i saw him he told me he was my father. i knew he was because we shared the same nose and the same stance. i talked to him and he told me he always knew me he told me him and my mother where highs school sweethearts and when she got pregnant he went to prison, my father was a pretty well respected dope man back in the 80's and when his operation was raided he went away for awhile, he told me he didnt get out of jail until i was born and my mother was angry, he told me how my mother wouldn’t allow him to see me, when he gave gifts she give them back. he told me she said to him that I WAS HER CHILD AND HE COULDN’T SEE ME.. i cried in his arms i told him how she treated me the beatings the different men. My daddy told me he had a home that he had gotten his life together and that he wanted to build a relationship with me but he new my mom wouldn’t allow it. i was happy i felt as if he was going to be my protector and i was going to be freed from my mother. me nd my dad met up on Tuesdays for atleast 2mnths without my mother knowing. I began to form tears in my eyes because i knew the next part would be difficult, i told Nyree that i went home and i found my mother sleeping i went into my room and packed my clothing and i waited for my mother to awake. when she awoke i walked into her room and told her i was planning to move with my father, i told her we met every Tuesday and talked i told her that i was upset for all these years because of her personal beef I told my mom that when I was able to leave her home I was gone for good because she was a horrible woman I HATED HER. i told Nyree that all i remembered was a slap in my face, she slapped me she beat me she said i had no respect for her she told me my dad would leave me how he did her, i hated her so much i told Nyree i never saw my father again after that day. Have u looked for him again Nyree asked me and i cried i told him that i never saw him again period, i was so abused and battered that i didnt want to deal with anything my mother made me feel like my dad would leave me if things didn’t work out and I believed HER. When my ex came along telling me he loved me and cared for me i felt like my world had changed because i found someone who wouldnt hurt me. but then he did, between the pain of loosing his child, my mothers abusive ways, my fathers absence and my loosing two kids it hurt me. i told Nyree how i stripped for a living at club blaze on Moreland AVE, his eyes widened but he said nothing, i told him how at 18 i had to leave my mothers house and the only form of income i had was stripping, i was paid well i told him i did and saw things that no one should do or see at 18, i didnt go into detail because i wasnt comfortable enough to. i told him i traveled the whole South dancing, i danced in Tennessee, Alabama, Miami, Augusta. Nyree never suspected this from me. Nyree didnt say a word but i read on his face that he was unimpressed. i told him how i had men set up and even killed for money because i was so misguided and broke. i had to get money at all costs. i just told Nyree i just wanted someone to love me and i love them. he said nothing, because i wasnt the sweet girl he thought he knew i was actually someone with a past. i cried to Nyree and told him how so badly i wanted a child because i wanted to feel important. I needed someone to need me. Nyree assured me he needed me, i asked him for how long- my own father didnt stick around so why would i believe him??? my father could of fucking tried i said aloud as i cried to Nyree, he could of tried i kept yelling that statement. Nyree hugged me and told me he was here for me, i cried to Nyree told him how i so badly wanted to be loved. i felt weak-ashamed at my needy mentality, i use to be so strong i thought to myself. but i needed Nyree to complete me! i quietly cried to Nyree. Im here for you forever Nyree told me.. I wanted so badly to believe him but I new my past would forever haunt me I Just Prayed I wouldn’t Loose my soul mate do to my insecurities….
Friday, October 16, 2009
The Affair 12 (Nyree)
Nyree Sobbed to me and said he felt as his heart had been ripped from his chest, i didn’t interject i jus allowed him to talk, he said he felt bad because his grl was beat up and he wasn’t there to defend me, he said he lost a child and even though he didnt know about the child his heart still cried out in pain, he loved me and he said he would have been so happy to know that we where bringing a child into the world he said he hated that he could not bring back our kid or make me feel better. Nyree and i got out of the shower and he dried me off and i dried him also. we walked into my room and i grabbed some panties to put on because i couldnt lie naked with him i was bleeding. Nyree laid in bed with me placing my head on his chest, Nyree opened up to me. He told me how he watched his dad cheat, hit and disrespect his mother, he told me how his dad had a bunch of kids running around the city of Atlanta he said his mother and father where still married threw all of this. Baby remember when i told u a few months back that i was going to tell you why me and your Ex loved each other but hated each other all the same. I said yes and he begin the story, He told me that him nd my Ex lived directly next to one another growing up they always favored in appearance but they never spoke. Nyree told me him nd my Ex both looked like Nyree's father but nobody ever said a word. Growing up Nyrees dad always would go next door and spend hours and hours at my ex's home. Nyree nd My ex where really brothers, Nyree told me that my ex's mom and Nyree's mom both vowed to never let the information get out because of the shame and that didn’t want to confuse the boys. When Nyree's father was killed him and my ex where children, nyree 9 nd my ex 8-the two mothers confessed the secret to the brothers, from that day on my ex nd Nyree where inseparable at first years went by and they had a great bond until they got into there teens. Nyree told me My ex started to act more like there father den ever, Nyree said he also had there fathers womanizing ways but my ex was far more a bigger problem. Nyree said he loved his brother but he was just like there dad and he hated him all the same. Nyree told me that he was a virgin all threw high school and my ex always teased him about the issue saying things like "You faggot" and Nyree hated that because his father called him the same thing, he said all threw high school he had a thing for me and my ex new it, he said around our Junior year he was going to ask me out and my ex beat him to it, Nyree said his brother never expressed interest in me until the day Nyree worked up the nerve to approach me, Nyree always asked me out n high school but only jokingly I thought. Nyree said after that day he told himself FUCK BITCHES GET MONEY nd Niggas THAT DON’T SHOW LOYALTY THEYHAVE TO MOVE AROUND. Nuree hated the fact that his brother had won my heart for 2 years. i hung onto Nyrees every word as he told me he hated watching my ex treat me so badly. Nyree and my ex where once close but the fact that my ex was so much like his father made Nyree hate him He assured me his and my ex’s relationship was well over before he pursed me. Nyree was genuine and kind i wouldn’t think they had any relation. Nyree said he always planned on stealing me away from his brother but had to wait on the right time, he said he told his brother that one day he will get me nd my ex response was IF YOU CAN GET THE BITCH YOU CAN HAVE THE BITCH I HAVE MANY MANY MORE HE SAID. i instantly new he wasnt lying, i hated myself for wasting so much time but i new that it was a lesson learned. Nyree held me close and assured me he was nothing like his brother or father, he said he always had plenty hoes around because he could but he was ready to be past that part of his life. i loved Nyree i new sooner or later id have to tell him my story but i didnt want to. Nyree Kissed my fore head and asked me to tell him my story but i didnt want to i played as if i didnt hear him, he knew i was stalling and he could sense it, Nyree told me i reminded him of his mother, Loyal at all costs no matter what a man did to me, i identified with Nyrees mom, i could only imagine how she felt when her husband was running around, all the hoes the lies and yet she stayed with him. Nyree told me the thing that hurt him the most was the part that when him and my ex was younger they vowed to never be like there dad, and my ex broke his promise. Nyree covered up his pain with Hoeing around, being flashy and fly, talking slick but yet he was just like a onion Layer after Layer!.... i didnt look at Nyree as a punk i looked at him as a strong man who trusted me enough to let me in. i just hoped i could return the favor because my story was much worst, society does not care about your story it only cares about the present! Belee Dat As Nyree would say!
*DrkSkinDntCAre*
The Affair 11 (Well Damn)
