The Affair 23

I left the club and headed back to Monays home, I was mad- but then my mad rage went down and it turned into sadness I cried and cried, even though I was wrong in some peoples eyes for cheating on Nyree with a girl. I played back everything in my mind, I remembered when I first started dancing Exclusive in the club how she got my attention by whispering to her dance friends how she liked me and pointing at me and always coming over to me asking me could she dance for me. Exclusive was good at what she did she had me caught up with her and this Bullshit gay lifestyle I thought it was something I wanted, I cried and thought about how if I never would of met Exclusive I would have never known her and Nyree where an item it wouldn’t have even mattered if I did because I didn’t know Exclusive. Nyree never told me he had a ex girl friend he never even mentioned anything, I thought back to when me nd my Ex where together and my Ex sent me to Nyree to pick up some money, I remembered seeing a female sitting in the front seat of Nyrees car she handed me the money and we said bye, now that I was thinking about it it was EXCLUSIVE. Damn that was crazy I never even thought about it being her I felt so damn dumb. We had arrived at Monays house and I got out the car my friend asked me was I okay and I told her yes I still cried a little but it wasn’t sobbing, she told me to stay with her that night and I agreed. I didnt want to go home I wanted to be with my friend so we could decide on things that needed to be done. I walked inside Monays house and sat on the couch, my face was throbbing with pain and so were my fists. When my adrenalin went down the pain came and I didn’t like it one bit. My phone began to ring first it was Exclusive she called and called left messages and text me I had know plan of hitting her back. I just knew that if I saw her at Miami on Friday I was going to Kick her ass! My phone began to ring again and this time it was Nyree. I didn’t answer he called again. Answer the phone Monay told me, why should I I asked, because he really didn’t do anything wrong I mean u cheated and the girl was his ex you didn’t know and he probably didn’t think you would ever be messed up with that girl. Damn Monay was right If I never would have cheated on Nyree with that Bitch we would not be in this situation. I thought about everything Monay was telling me and I answered the phone. Nyree jus sat silently on the phone, the silence let me know that he knew exactly what had happened. Why u call me and be silent I asked Nyree, I don’t know what to say he said with a shaky voice. I was so upset but I felt like Nyree allowed me to mess with this girl and said nothing about it. I didn’t know his motives but I didn’t care at this point I loved him but I no longer wanted to be with him. I told Nyree it was best we went our separate ways. He didn’t take me telling him that in a nice way. MAN WHERE ARE YOU Nyree yelled into the phone. I told him not to worry about me, Go check on your girl Exclusive she needs help the way I wooped her ass I bragged. Honestly I didn’t know anything about fighting but I knew I went to work on Exclusive. Nyree told me he could bet I was at Monays house and I told him I was and that I had to go. He didn’t like that I was brushing him off he warned me that if I didn’t come to my senses and allow him to explain he was out, WAT THE FUCK U MEAN U OUT I yelled. Damn it we are beyond this he yelled back at me, you seem as if you want me out of your life he said calmly into the phone. You just remember that this petty shit gone fuck us up and you allowed it he said. I was silent, baby do u want me out of your life he said sounding shaky, I said nothing he told me if I hung up without an answer we where threw. I hung up the phone not caring what Nyree was saying. I thought about calling back because I didn’t want us to be over but my anger was controlling me. Man give the nigga a chance Monay said to me I was upset I wasn’t trying to be with Nyree right then my anger and emotions had me all over the place. Sleep on it tonight and if you still feel the same in the morning end it Monay told me. She had a point I got up and headed to the bathroom, I closed da door behind me and locked it. Monay always kept a radio in her bathroom so I turned it on loud to drown out my crying and I climbed into the shower. She had a old school CD in her CD player. Tanks- Maybe I Deserve played as I turned on the radio, that made me cry I ran the shower and laid down in the tub, I allowed the hot water to hit my breast and stomach I watched as my stomach clinched hard every time I cried. I repeated to myself Maybe I deserved because I was OUT OF LINE. I thought about how I was with my Ex and I left him for his Best friend. Although my ex treated me horribly I still was wrong, I hurt Nyree by sleeping with a girl, I hurt Exclusive by dealing with her knowing I would never be with her. Maybe I fucking deserved this shit! I cried harder, who had I become….Knock Knock you ok friend I heard Monay say threw the door, my thoughts where interrupted. Yes im ok just trying to get it all out. The next song came on the radio and it was Gyptian- I Can Feel Your Pain. No matter how I felt inside this song always raised my spirits, I knew I didn’t want it to be over with Nyree I new I loved him I new this could be something we could get past I needed him more then ever now. I got my composure and bathed myself dried off and prepared to sleep. The next morning I awoke to a loud banging on Monays door, I looked around but Monay was know where to be found. Who is it I screamed aggravated by the damn banging. It was Monay, Damn bitch don’t get aggravated when someone knocks on my fucking door she yelled at me. Thought you was da damn police gal I said opening the door. I locked myself out she yelled with a attitude. Ewww stank face I said laughing pokeing her in her cheek. We both laughed. I told her I was going to get ready to head home because I had to face Nyree. We parted ways soon after I headed back to my home in silence. Nyree hadn’t texted me nor called my phone since I hung up on him, I arrived in my complex and I parked in my car, Nyree’s car was know where to be found I was kind of in shock because after every argument we had he would be at my house waiting on me to arrive. I climbed out of my car and headed into my apartment, I put the key in the door and turned. I prayed Nyree would be sitting inside I pushed the door open and the apartment was empty. I walked into the kitchen and there was no Nyree, I walked into the bathroom there was no Nyree I went inside my bedroom and there was nothing. I looked around my bedroom and I noticed all of Nyree’s belonging where gone. I dropped to my knees and cried hard. There was nothing of Nyrees in my apartment. Everything was gone from my apartment, from his clothes to his Heineken he left in the refrigerator. I cried I knew it was over, I was immediately HEATED I thought about Exclusives roll in this Drama and I promised myself I would be in Club Miami Friday night to Woop That TRICK!