The Affair 1

Phone ringing all tie of night, Cell phone ringing and nobodys answering, i mean did he think i was retarted or something, i mean this mutha fucka didnt even have the heart to atleast try to be more low key with his cheating. i never cried or confronted him about cheating because i could not get past my pride..by that i mean i didnt wanna confront him and say he's cheating and he flip it on me like im crazy or sumthn..HELL NO! i mean i refuse for him to get that satisfaction..when we would kis i gaged under my breath, when we sexed i faked.. i became so good at fakeing nuts thats i should been nominated for a oscar...i mean i was bored and apparently he wasnt man enough to tell me he was cheating! Where they do that At? me nd my man both have sidekicks, (shouts out 2 T-moible) well see if u have a sidekick u know that u can set your phone to lock after 1Min, 5Mins, 15mins ETC...well one day i was noticing that my man was locking his phone more nd more, he never use to lock his phone because he always said shit like "Y LOCK MY PHONE I MEAN IF U GONE LooK U GONE LOOK" hmmm well he all of a sudden started locking it...so one night we where sleepn and i noticed his sidekick was BLINKING BLUE (meaning u have a message) he didnt look at the phone...so when he thought i wasnt looking he opened the phone and read the message..now i played as if i was sleep but he had no idea i cld clarly see the message....it read "can i see you tonight" now to me im like hellll naw you cant see his ass, he jus slightly smiled...i knew what that smile meant and once i saw dis mufucka close his phone and give that stupid (MAN IMMA GET UM) smile i knew it was gone be time to get me a OUTSIDE...Meaning a NIGGA ON DA SIDE!