A Dream Is All It Takes

A Dream Is All It Takes
The Affair

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The Affair 2


My man had been having affairs for as long as i can recall, the only thing i didnt know was HOW MANY HOES HE CHEATED WITH... by this time it had become routine for him to walk in late hours of the night, but this particular night he was home earlier then i had expected, this became suspect to me because he never was home at a decent hour. i went and got ready 4 a shower and to my surprise he said he wanted to join me in the bath tub, (something that hasnt happened in Months) now i was suspect because i wanted to shower alone, i really wanted to clear my head because i had seen the girl he was cheating on me with earlier that day. i climbed into the shower and turned the water on extra hot because i wanted a steam filled bathroom and hot water that relaxed me (i kno u thinkning im crazy haha) i liked my water so hawt that it almost burns when it hit my skin, i climbed into shower and i didnt even bother putting a shower cap on my Remy Velvett (Hair Weave)...the water splashed on my skin and it burned so good. i was enjoying my hot shower, my thoughts drifted back to the man i had to decided to be my "outside"(man on the side) he was amazing, lets just call him "Ny'Ree" (i cant use his real name for reasons u already know) but he was everything i expected, and he was so cool about my situation, brotha was fine he was 6ft4, 190 slim-dark skinned- and dreads that hung dwn past his sholders he had two deep demples that where to die for when he smiled his hygiene was so good and his voice was so deep and manly, his breath was always fresh unlike my dude..can we say "BOOTY CHIPS ND PINE TREEs. see Nyree had tried to get with me threw out my relationship with my dude but i didnt want him becuse i felt a since of loyalty, although i new the love of my life was unfaithful. me nd nyree had been Vibein (Hanging out) for about 4 mnths now and we never had sex, not that i didnt wanna fuck his chocolate ass i just felt a little bit hoeish when it came to him. Me nd Nyree loved music, art, sports, oreo cookies with butter pecan ice cream (ND THE SOONERS Football) I even grown to like X-Box live, i hated that dumb ass game because it made my dude pay me no mind i mean he completely cut off the wold he only cared about the GAME ND THAT EARPIECE, but with Nyree he included me hell i had gotten so good at Madden Nyree STOPED LETTING ME WIN LOL. I got good at the fighting games we played i even won some of the time, i was a real master of pressing all the KEYS lol.. I THOUGHT ABOUT WHEN I laid with him and how his dreads always smelled clean, his body was nicely built nd when i laid on his chest he would rub my skin so gentle it was always a feeling that made my pussy drip, although we never sexed i always wanted to...i felt my hands drift between my legs, Horny nd hot water wat a mixture...mmmmm! i was just about to slide my finger inside when i was interupted by the damn shower curtain being pulled back.UGH! Can i join My Dude asked me...i thought to myself hell naw join that BITCH u cheating with...i Allowed him 2 join, Errrrrrrkkkkk SLOW DOWN! is wat i thought to myself when he tried to touch me...i tld him not tonight and his attitude turned cold... I GUESS IT IS TRUE, i paid him no mind when he said the words to me. he grabbed me arm nd yelled U NOT GONE DENY IT!! i calmly said DONT QUESTION ME, i left his ass in the shower and upset, BUT hell he been cheating forever so it was my turn....i mean he can do him as long a his half the rent was paid on the first hell i coudnt cry over him anymore... i got dressed in my boy shorts and wife beater sprayed on my vicki secrets and laid on his pillow to make the his pillow wet wit my WEAVE just to piss him off..the tables where about to change i mean i had NYree nd my boyfriend payn his half of the rent, life was cool. I was going for blood with my affair my Dude had had atleast 5 different affairs as i knew of....This Was my 1s affair I wanted it to hurt him BADLY, i wanted him in tears and i was a woman scorn and i was gone get him... CAUSE u see yall NYREE is My mans **SO CALLED Best Friend**

Swallow That *DrkSkinDntCare*

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

The Affair 1

Phone ringing all tie of night, Cell phone ringing and nobodys answering, i mean did he think i was retarted or something, i mean this mutha fucka didnt even have the heart to atleast try to be more low key with his cheating. i never cried or confronted him about cheating because i could not get past my pride..by that i mean i didnt wanna confront him and say he's cheating and he flip it on me like im crazy or sumthn..HELL NO! i mean i refuse for him to get that satisfaction..when we would kis i gaged under my breath, when we sexed i faked.. i became so good at fakeing nuts thats i should been nominated for a oscar...i mean i was bored and apparently he wasnt man enough to tell me he was cheating! Where they do that At? me nd my man both have sidekicks, (shouts out 2 T-moible) well see if u have a sidekick u know that u can set your phone to lock after 1Min, 5Mins, 15mins ETC...well one day i was noticing that my man was locking his phone more nd more, he never use to lock his phone because he always said shit like "Y LOCK MY PHONE I MEAN IF U GONE LooK U GONE LOOK" hmmm well he all of a sudden started locking it...so one night we where sleepn and i noticed his sidekick was BLINKING BLUE (meaning u have a message) he didnt look at the phone...so when he thought i wasnt looking he opened the phone and read the message..now i played as if i was sleep but he had no idea i cld clarly see the message....it read "can i see you tonight" now to me im like hellll naw you cant see his ass, he jus slightly smiled...i knew what that smile meant and once i saw dis mufucka close his phone and give that stupid (MAN IMMA GET UM) smile i knew it was gone be time to get me a OUTSIDE...Meaning a NIGGA ON DA SIDE!

The Affair

Its amazing at how well a person can be so sweet in the beginning, sweet kisses the love the sex the BULLSHIT sweet thungs that happen to every good relationships..i talked to friends before and all they would tell me is "FRIEnd" if you feel your being cheated on u should check out this website and tell your story, well im going to start doing that..its amazing that me nd him are still together i mean he is a DAWG...everything was fine in the beginning and we where in love...lets say we have been together for about 2years and i never thought he'd be cheating, the funny thing is im very strong and i dnt want to expose him for the cheater he is because i have recently started cheating myself. i know i know but there is so much a muthafucka can take when the hearts involved...When your man begins to smell like perfume and no longer kisses u or hold u like he shld then FUCK IT, why not leave u say well its not that sumple for me...i dont want to leave, im loving the thrill of cheating on him, see honestly our relationship was over about 6mnths ago but neither wants to say it so we stick around...he thinks i dont know about his FEMALES and indeed i know alot, i even walked up to one of his bitches and threatended to hurt her ass, but not because of the fact that she was screwing my man, it was simply because I WAS WITH ANOTHER MAN when i had the chance to meet her. she looked perplexed and its crazy because i told her i knew she was cheating with my man but me i never mess with the female because its his fault but she laughed and said "and your doing what" i told her im doing as she is doing and if this got out i would FUCK her ALL THE WAY UP... lets just say she didnt take my threat lightly because i mean after all she was screwing my man and it wasnt like i was screwing hers...well im getting a bit tired so i guess ill blog a little more later! im going to be real whomever is reading this and i hope u dont judge me, but sumtimes u have to do wat u have to do!........... Skyy *DrkSkinDntCare*