The Affair 23

I left the club and headed back to Monays home, I was mad- but then my mad rage went down and it turned into sadness I cried and cried, even though I was wrong in some peoples eyes for cheating on Nyree with a girl. I played back everything in my mind, I remembered when I first started dancing Exclusive in the club how she got my attention by whispering to her dance friends how she liked me and pointing at me and always coming over to me asking me could she dance for me. Exclusive was good at what she did she had me caught up with her and this Bullshit gay lifestyle I thought it was something I wanted, I cried and thought about how if I never would of met Exclusive I would have never known her and Nyree where an item it wouldn’t have even mattered if I did because I didn’t know Exclusive. Nyree never told me he had a ex girl friend he never even mentioned anything, I thought back to when me nd my Ex where together and my Ex sent me to Nyree to pick up some money, I remembered seeing a female sitting in the front seat of Nyrees car she handed me the money and we said bye, now that I was thinking about it it was EXCLUSIVE. Damn that was crazy I never even thought about it being her I felt so damn dumb. We had arrived at Monays house and I got out the car my friend asked me was I okay and I told her yes I still cried a little but it wasn’t sobbing, she told me to stay with her that night and I agreed. I didnt want to go home I wanted to be with my friend so we could decide on things that needed to be done. I walked inside Monays house and sat on the couch, my face was throbbing with pain and so were my fists. When my adrenalin went down the pain came and I didn’t like it one bit. My phone began to ring first it was Exclusive she called and called left messages and text me I had know plan of hitting her back. I just knew that if I saw her at Miami on Friday I was going to Kick her ass! My phone began to ring again and this time it was Nyree. I didn’t answer he called again. Answer the phone Monay told me, why should I I asked, because he really didn’t do anything wrong I mean u cheated and the girl was his ex you didn’t know and he probably didn’t think you would ever be messed up with that girl. Damn Monay was right If I never would have cheated on Nyree with that Bitch we would not be in this situation. I thought about everything Monay was telling me and I answered the phone. Nyree jus sat silently on the phone, the silence let me know that he knew exactly what had happened. Why u call me and be silent I asked Nyree, I don’t know what to say he said with a shaky voice. I was so upset but I felt like Nyree allowed me to mess with this girl and said nothing about it. I didn’t know his motives but I didn’t care at this point I loved him but I no longer wanted to be with him. I told Nyree it was best we went our separate ways. He didn’t take me telling him that in a nice way. MAN WHERE ARE YOU Nyree yelled into the phone. I told him not to worry about me, Go check on your girl Exclusive she needs help the way I wooped her ass I bragged. Honestly I didn’t know anything about fighting but I knew I went to work on Exclusive. Nyree told me he could bet I was at Monays house and I told him I was and that I had to go. He didn’t like that I was brushing him off he warned me that if I didn’t come to my senses and allow him to explain he was out, WAT THE FUCK U MEAN U OUT I yelled. Damn it we are beyond this he yelled back at me, you seem as if you want me out of your life he said calmly into the phone. You just remember that this petty shit gone fuck us up and you allowed it he said. I was silent, baby do u want me out of your life he said sounding shaky, I said nothing he told me if I hung up without an answer we where threw. I hung up the phone not caring what Nyree was saying. I thought about calling back because I didn’t want us to be over but my anger was controlling me. Man give the nigga a chance Monay said to me I was upset I wasn’t trying to be with Nyree right then my anger and emotions had me all over the place. Sleep on it tonight and if you still feel the same in the morning end it Monay told me. She had a point I got up and headed to the bathroom, I closed da door behind me and locked it. Monay always kept a radio in her bathroom so I turned it on loud to drown out my crying and I climbed into the shower. She had a old school CD in her CD player. Tanks- Maybe I Deserve played as I turned on the radio, that made me cry I ran the shower and laid down in the tub, I allowed the hot water to hit my breast and stomach I watched as my stomach clinched hard every time I cried. I repeated to myself Maybe I deserved because I was OUT OF LINE. I thought about how I was with my Ex and I left him for his Best friend. Although my ex treated me horribly I still was wrong, I hurt Nyree by sleeping with a girl, I hurt Exclusive by dealing with her knowing I would never be with her. Maybe I fucking deserved this shit! I cried harder, who had I become….Knock Knock you ok friend I heard Monay say threw the door, my thoughts where interrupted. Yes im ok just trying to get it all out. The next song came on the radio and it was Gyptian- I Can Feel Your Pain. No matter how I felt inside this song always raised my spirits, I knew I didn’t want it to be over with Nyree I new I loved him I new this could be something we could get past I needed him more then ever now. I got my composure and bathed myself dried off and prepared to sleep. The next morning I awoke to a loud banging on Monays door, I looked around but Monay was know where to be found. Who is it I screamed aggravated by the damn banging. It was Monay, Damn bitch don’t get aggravated when someone knocks on my fucking door she yelled at me. Thought you was da damn police gal I said opening the door. I locked myself out she yelled with a attitude. Ewww stank face I said laughing pokeing her in her cheek. We both laughed. I told her I was going to get ready to head home because I had to face Nyree. We parted ways soon after I headed back to my home in silence. Nyree hadn’t texted me nor called my phone since I hung up on him, I arrived in my complex and I parked in my car, Nyree’s car was know where to be found I was kind of in shock because after every argument we had he would be at my house waiting on me to arrive. I climbed out of my car and headed into my apartment, I put the key in the door and turned. I prayed Nyree would be sitting inside I pushed the door open and the apartment was empty. I walked into the kitchen and there was no Nyree, I walked into the bathroom there was no Nyree I went inside my bedroom and there was nothing. I looked around my bedroom and I noticed all of Nyree’s belonging where gone. I dropped to my knees and cried hard. There was nothing of Nyrees in my apartment. Everything was gone from my apartment, from his clothes to his Heineken he left in the refrigerator. I cried I knew it was over, I was immediately HEATED I thought about Exclusives roll in this Drama and I promised myself I would be in Club Miami Friday night to Woop That TRICK!

The Affair 22

I Got onto the free way heading to Lenox mall, i took the drive and circled the parking lot. I parked my car and climbed out. My thoughts went back to Monay the crazy thing was that we had been friends since middle school and she didnt lack loyalty, but the thing was i didnt think Monay was telling Nyree shit she was my girl and was always loyal but then again i hated the fact the thought of her telling him would devastate me. she knew all my deepest secrets we where best friends i mean we even knew things that would make people frown upon us. the deadliest thing isnt a enemy it is actually a so called friend who knows to much! i knew Monay could do me harm. i climbed out my car and walked into Macys i walked threw Macys and got into the main hall on level two of Lenox. i walked to the food court and met Shari down stairs at a popular pizza place. She walked up to me looking very very nice. she had on some black female dress slacks and a nice white collared shirt, Hey sexy she said giving me a hug-she smelled so good she smelled like Hugo Boss for women, and if u ever spelled that fragrance then you know damn well its strong and SEXY. its usually a mature smelling perfume. Shari and I took a walk to the tables i sat her down nd before i could speak she calmly asked me was Exclusive my girlfriend, honestly i was a bit annoyed because my mind was not on any type of bitch at the moment. Naw we just kick it i told Shari brushing off her comment. Friends huh she asked me, seemed like you 2 are more then friends i mean the way she sucked down that drink i brought YOU she said laughing off her jealousy. Ohhh so u still mad about that huh i asked touching her arm across the table. Not at all she said LIEING! How old are u she asked me, ole enough i tld her, i clearly knew she was asking me my age because she was older. she told me she was 26 i was kinda surprised because she didnt look a day over 23. she looked nice. we sat there and we talked a bit more, we had a good conversation but i wasnt really feeling her i had things on my mind so i couldnt completely take her in. she was gorgeous but I didn’t know if she was sumone that could get any kind of attention from me. i was told females always flocked to her and she could choose her girls but with me she could never chose me because even though Exclusive was full of drama she still was bad as hell....me and Shari spent her lunch break getting to know one another, we didnt really talk much about lesbain things we talked about life her conversation was very mature and i liked that we finished our food and we parted ways i told her id give her call soon, we hugged and she told me this before i left, "Watch Exclusive baby girl she can be very very possessive nd possibly harmful" i laughed at her because i kinda already had those thoughts i told her alright but i knew that i should take her warning because if it wasnt Monay talking it deff was Exclusive. lets fast forward, I called Monay and we made up we talked about our differences and we decided to go to Onyx that Tuesday night. i packed a bag and headed to Monays Apt me and Nyree had been a bit shakey so we werent spending time together much. i arrived at Monays house and i waked inside her and her friend Star where sitting on the couch watching tv. Monay and her where whispering.Why yall whispering i said to Monay, Tell her Monay said to Star, Tell me what i said sitting down on Monays couch... Well Gal check dis shit here out look i work at the Onyx on Tuesdays and shit right Star said with her deep Southern accent, well this red bitch dere named Exclusive who i know you fuck with was arguing with your dude Nyree, i perked up and i said.. well he was ruffin her up and shit and he was asking her why she was fucking up a good thing. you see Nyree & Exclusive use to be together hell they use to be married damn near, but he left her because she started dancing. My heart dropped Star had all my attention, and how do you know all this i asked her getting mad- because i asked her what was the altercation with that dude all about, and she sat me down in back and cried she told me that she hated the fact that Nyree was with this new girl and that she missed him and shit she said she was fucking with his girl (you) to get back at Nyree and Nyree use to say he hated the fact that Exclusive liked both boys and girls. Exclusive was yelling about the fact that he knew you and her was fucking and he didnt care she was hollerin about what made you so different. I WAS FURIOUS!!!! i wanted to beat the brakes off that BITCH Exclusive how dare she be so fucking EVIL! she pursued me and watched me and it was all for a REASON. i wanted Nyree's head and Exclusives and i planned on cursing his ass out and WOOPING HER ASS! Star broke my thoughts she said but girl the shit gets cazier Exclusive said she was fucking with u to fuck up you nd Nyree but now she fucked around and fell in love with you. Star laughed you see them red bitches play with fire now she getting burned. And u telling me all this because i asked Star. Because real recognize real and i cant stand tht bitch she always tryna do shit on the cool Star yelled. Star was so hood- Star got up to leave, Im sorry i had to tell u this girl but i told Monay and she thought it was best i told you- this shit crazy momma listen if u confront that bitch you just tell her i said it cause im waiting for her to jump stupid. Star exited Monays Apt. Star clearly was jealous of Exclusive but i was sure her information was accurate it all made since. i should have know Monay wouldnt have done this she was my girl. I apologized to her i wanted to cry but the rage i felt wouldnt allow me to i was going to go in on Exclusive! you still trying to hit up the Onyx Monay said. FuckNright i told her angry as hell i wanted to deal with Exclusive first and then i was sure she would tell Nyree i was gone get both of them. We talked about are night and what we planned to do i was so upset but i had calmed down as the hours went by it was now 11pm and me and Monay had jus finished getting dressed and we where headed to Onyx, i prayed that i would keep my composure Monay told me to breathe and be cool because she wasnt worth it but fuck that i was angry. we arrived at Onyx and parked i had on a Ed hardy fit with matching Ed Hardy flats i never wore flats to the club but i actually wasnt in the mood to wear heels. me nd Monay walked into the club it was a normal Tuesday night and the ladies where getting paid. Monay and I sat down in back of the club trying to peep the scene, Monay wanted a drink. you want a drink she asked me, yea bring me something to drink, i sat at the table i had a few girls asked for dances I declined them all. I wasnt n the mood for any dances. Monay ordered a drink at the bar Hey hoe Exclusive said to Monay, Monay turned around to see it was Exclusive standing there Monay sucked her teeth and turned around. Sooo u cant speak Exclusive said to her, Naw u foul she said to Exclusive not turning to look at her, Exclusive laughed as if her nd Monay where playing like usual. Monay paid for the drinks nd headed back to me. Exclusive followed behind Monay- she looked at me and I didn’t even look her way. Here you go Monay said handing me my drink, Uhh u cant speak Exclusive said to me. Get the fuck out my face I told her without even looking at her. Exclusives feelings where hurt I knew they where I had never dissed her before and I knew she was sensitive, I hated that I was being mean because she looked so pretty but I was angry. Wat the fuck is your deal she said getting in my face-BACK THE FUCK UP Monay yelled, I waved her off I could handle my own. You foul bitch and you know it I told Exclusive calmly. What I do baby she said tears forming in her eyes, How u really know Nyree I asked her. Exclusive face turned cold she immediately started crying I wasn’t even feeling the tears, you a dirty bitch I told her I stood up and grabbed her arm u knew what you where doing Bitch I yelled loosing my cool the fact that she said nothing and just cried made me more furious at her fine ass. Im sorry I can explain she said YOU SORRY I yelled getting the bouncers attention Bitch fuck you I yelled, I let her arm go get the fuck on man I demanded Come here she said grabbing my hand and before i knew it I had thrown my whole drink in her face Exclusive swung and landed a slap across my face I punched her in her mouth and kept swinging until I got tired I was in no way a fighter but I knew my rage had wooped her ass Monay tried to break it up. Some of the dancers ran over towards us Monay Noticed them, Any one of yall jump in I promise ill bring that heat to you hoes she yelled and she WAS NOT PLAYING! I had lost my cool I landed punches all over Exclusive she just cried and tried to fight back but my rage over took me I had m hands around her neck and I was squeezing, the bouncer rushed to bounce my ass out of the club Exclusive was running after me yelling she was gone fuck me up once she saw me again, Bitch please we gone get u good belee that Monay yelled exiting the club with me I didn’t give a fuck. Once I was outside I broke down crying my emotions where every where Monay walked me to the car. I wasn’t done with Exclusive I was going to get her again Friday night at Miami… Nyree had no idea of the situation but I knew Exclusive would tell him. I wanted to fuck them both up. I was ready for whatever and so was Monay!

The Affair 21

“New Message” is what i saw when i logged onto Downelink. Keyona and I had left the club and stopped by waffle house to eat. I pulled out my sidekick and logged onto My Downelink.com i had a few testimonials but i had 2 messages, one of the messages where from a random white chick.. DEY aint my type so i deleted the message lol the next one was from Shari!... Keyona look i said to my new home girl she grabbed my phone nd saw Shari had wrote me. she giggled and handed me back the phone, the message read, DAMN! i buy you a drink you give it away, i give u eye contact and you break it. whats good with you?...I laughed to myself cause i knew my skills worked i responded to her message saying :Idk What you talking about miss lady: i knew exactly what she was talking about but yet i wasnt going to admit it to her...Me and Keyona ate our food and left waffle house, we went back to my place got undressed and showered (Not Together nastys) we where both still awake and we sat on the couch and talked. i told her how much fun I had with her we talked about how i had played with Shari that night we laughed and laughed me and Keyona had become good friends. My phone kept buzzing and it was Exclusive she kept textn me trying to make it seem like she was worried about me being sick, i told her i was sick so i could leave the club without hesitation. i knew better Exclusive was just being nosey she wanted to know if i was fucking Keyona i wasnt stupid. i texted her back every time and she just kept asking me what i was doing. Exclusive was starting to get on my fucking nerves and i was seriously thinking about cutting her off. but i knew i couldn’t the way she ate me and how fine she was would allow me to put up with her shit. me and Keyona sat on my couch and we opened my Laptop and jumped on Downelink via computer and i logged on me and Keyona went into the chat room and chatted wit the fems we where having fun we even turned on the video chat so people could see who we where. That was the most fun we had, we where just being to KIDS. i had a new message and it was from Shari yet again. this time she softened up her message said (can u allow me to get to know u, im feeling your style and i love how u dont sweat females-heres my number hit me up) i took down Sharis number and i had every intention of using it just on my own time. i wanted Shari and i knew once i ran some game added a little jealousy and gave Exclusive my attention in the club- I knew Shari would want what she didnt have. i was put up on game about Shari i had done my research i was told she was a Sexi girl who had a good job in Lenox mall working for Louis Viton, she danced at club Miami for fun. Shari was use to females flocking to he because she was beautiful and she had that CASH and she was older Im talking 28 older! i knew she was that type thats just why i ignored her ass. Me nd Keyona went to sleep and Monday morning Keyona headed out she told me she had to come down more often and i agreed, she left my home and my weekend was over. Nyree’s Key opened the apartment and he walked in I hugged him and he hugged me and kissed me briefly, he walked straight to the room and said nothing, I thought nothing of it so I sat on he couch and logged onto my computer. Nyree walked out of the room “So you got your eye on a new bitch huh” I looked at him and smiled awwww you think I like Keyona well naw I don’t shes just my, before I could finish my sentence Nyree interjected. Yea I see you like girls more then u like dick, man I be damned you leave me for a bitch Nyree said with stillness in his eyes. Leave You I asked Nyree..wat you talkin… He shook his head “everything you do get backs to me” I figured he was lieing because Exclusive doesn’t talk to him and Monay was my girl she couldn’t be telling him. I started to think about how me and Monay weren’t really hanging like we use to and we barely talked. Nyree was yelling about the usual and what his ass didn’t know was he was starting to get on my fucking nerves also. I loved him but every other day he was bringing up some shit, I mean he even had to nerve to text me asking me when was the last time I saw my ex. Me and Keyona had a convo about Nyree and she asked me did I think he would cheat I never said he wouldn’t but I didn’t think he was. But his recent questioning behavior had me thinking. Nyree finished talking and snapped me out of my day dream and I told him I wasn’t leaving him and I wasn’t in love with bitches, if anything I was in love with the Lesbian Lifestyle but deff not the bitches lol. I sat Nyree down and I told him he was beginning to sound a little bit insecure and if he was going to bring something to my face about wat someone told him then he shld atleast tell me who the person was. Because if he was using someone I fucked with as a source that was foul. I decided that I was going to find out who was telling Nyree. My first thought was Monay although I didn’t want to believe it. I called Monay and asked her wat she was up to I wanted to go out for lunch she was acting weird as if she didn’t want to go. Me and Monay met up the next day at Waffle house, she didn’t hug me like usual we just sat down and ordered. Wats up with you girl Monay said to me seeming cool. I told her nothing and I got straight to the point. Girl somebody been running back telling Nyree everything I do and I was wondering who could it possibly be. Monay sat up straight “that’s so fucked up who you think telling him shit” she said looking me straight in my eyes. Either You or Exclusive I said bluntly. Me? She asked with a perplexed look, wat you mean me she said feeling offended. Well I mean I’ve only told you and Exclusive things about my other life so who else. Girl don’t fucking try to say we telling on you because I can speak for me I don’t talk to his ass unless im around you. I shrugged my shoulders “well it can only be one of the two” I said as I sipped my drink. You know wat you think you better then everybody and your ass got Nyree but you want to be around here dykeing with these hoes and being ungrateful. I stayed calm although my blood pressure was rising. STOP! I said to waving my hand as she was talking, so u have been telling Nyree I said slickly. How da fuck can me giving my opinion mean I told him anything? Idk I didn’t ask for your opinion but you gave it and got really mad. I was fucking wit Monay because she was the type of bitch who wanted drama she couldn’t handle when a female was calm it always made her feel like she was being played with. Bitch get yo mind right before I -BEFORE YOU WHAT MONAY I asked her, I wasn’t the pop off type but I promise I woulda cut her ass from ear to ear. I looked at her with all seriousness in my face, I had a feeling Monay was telling Nyree shit because she was angry nut I couldn’t prove it, but what I didn’t know was why? And what did he do or say for her so she would give him information. Monay wasn’t the type to just volunteer information she usually had a price. You know what you need to leave them dykes alone and be with yo nigga before somebody else snatch him up. Like who? Like you Monay? I asked her she was furious! bitch you got some nerve I promise you don’t want it with me friend or no friend. Well Moany if Nyree gone cheat he gone cheat if he wants to rather im loyal or fucking around. I stood up to leave I had lost my appetite- u better pray to god you not the one delivering messages to Nyree cause id hate to fuck u up I said with a calm tone. Bitch please i don’t see you or anyone else Monay said standing up looking me dead in my eyes. I laughed you should cause for every bad bitch theres a BADDER ONE…. Just like that I walked off, I wanted to cry because I loved her but Loyalty goes along way Something bitches lack because Friends always ENVY friends…before I exited Waffle House I told Monay she could have Nyree because I was leaving him for Exclusive. I was lieing I just really needed the proof that she was running back telling Nyree shit. I don’t fuckn want his ass das yo nigga hoe she said and we parted ways. I opened my phone and dialed Sharis number, Hello she said with a low tone, Hi Shari its Me….Ohhh Hi “ME” she said, look im at work I go on break in a hour how bout I call u back she said quickly. Ok cool well how about we eat for lunch I asked her, sounds great she said. I work in Louis Viton in Lenox Mall meat me here ok, Ok I said as we ended our call.I knew where she worked so the date was set, I knew more then I should have known actually.